Monday, December 27, 2004
Well, not abandoning my blog n all.. just been pretty bz n stuffs. X-mas n eve were the usual celebrations with the guys..
Whenever I try to find another answer, look for another way.
I End Up Back where i am. With You As the Answer.
To know me for Whom I really am. Not What I Seem To Be.
For Time and Doubt Somwhat goes Side By Side.
I'll Show A Side No One Ever Knows
For The Side Of Maturity Is One Ive Never Uncovered, But by You, For You.
Ive Never felt this way b4
posted @ 11:54 PM
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
Merry Christmas -grins-
Christmas Wishese/New Year Resolution
-Shave Bota
-Study Hard
-Cut 10 kg, least till Im really fit.
-Piano? Well.. Maybe Secondary.
Time to Re-chain my life, To Lock Those Feelings again Once Again After Next Week. Sure Life's gonna be abit stale and all, But Guess Its Just Time for a change. No Thoughts, No Memories. No Life, No Problems.
Maybe Thats how She felt? Maybe She felt Love can be held again Once More, but just in the near Future. Unsure, Not Sure, Don't Wish To uncover anything at all. Keeping My Life Focus To An Temporary Aim.
All Problems Through My Teenage Life Shall Put to a Stop. For Life. For Glory.
-Son Temps pour se déplacer sur. Le temps pour être robuste.
posted @ 5:12 PM
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Again its the coming of that very occassion again. The day Where "He" was born. Where Stories of Ruldolph and Santa Resurface Into Every lil' Child Alive. Simple Joys Of Spending Time With their Families. Eagerly Waiting to Tear Open The Present under the X-mas tree.
Then there are those whom are simply confuse. Thinking they've have everything a person Could desire. Unlike the Love they have and had for A friend, A brother/sister, Or Dad/Mum, It Comes Like An ongoing rapid. Aside From Grudges and situations, Somehow things would Flow into place..
Still, emptiness Lay there open, In which one ponders whats missing in life. Someone They Could Hug, To Confide to. Sharing with them Their Deepest secret. To Be able to give them the strength to Lift tht Heavy "something".. inside the heart. Just That Dark Feeling Some Gets When people Walk by.. Alas, To Spend X-mas With? To Coundown With? Or to rephrase the Question, Hence the Hidden Sighs.
Energy is needed to keep warm, To become cold. Its So simple. To Lockup Everything, Bottling it all, Wraping it all With those Heavy, Rusty Chains; Storing it all Deep under the sea. Never for it to surface again. And Life would Be Somwhat "Walking Zombie"
Some people Sleep that feeling away.. Mug Like Mad. Others Tend To seek Friends for Companies. And You Never wish To Be Alone At home. Always thinking of Lying Awake, Under the moonlight, under the Universe of Stars..
For only So long We Could Just hold on. Like candlelight, it only holds for so long. Through resoning, dreaming, patience, hopes.. Desire.
"why?"
posted @ 11:20 PM
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Monday, December 13, 2004
okok.. Mia Again! lol.. Miss "dao" Was complaining tht I never take good care of my blog, So Here goes.
Morning-
Bah.. Sleepy.. Tired, Moody, U know what I mean. Its Like 8-5 lesson today? How Am i gonna survive it if Im actually gonna Put my heart into my studies? -.-; Saw marcus And weilun b4 I stepped into scl. O well.. CAM beckons. Gr...
Afternoon-
BAH! Pro NC Was ok, Listened And Stuffs. Did pretty ok. Li Ming Copied my quiz. -grins- Ah well... 1 hour extra break. Went to makan n all..
Met Miriam, Kah Heng, C.k, Huey Wen And kenny. Man man man... Was I in for the usuals.. Tongues wagged n all' But this time, I didnt really care.. Why Was i Grinning? Ah well.. Wadever it is, Its Certainly not spoiling My Day once I saw u. Xp
Kenny(Tall one) MAN HE SUCKS! I mean I Dont Hate him, But being with him is Sooooo Embaresssing!!! Computer programming was a torture when kenny makes lame n loud remarks for the whole class to hear! Xiangling, Roanna, Suping, Jess, Ricky and the others must have been like ---> -.-; kept turning back looking at Eq low Kenny, N somewhat "innocent" me o.o; Comparing us Or Thinking birds of a feather flocked together? Dunch wanna know.. Dunch. wanna. Know!!
Things Definitely looked up When I Was Heading Down Blk 56 Lift. and Guessed whom Stopped the lift at the 4 lvl? Miriam, Kah heng n co. Aiiyooooooo... Wad A co-incidence, I mean like. Really! Ah! Well.. Cant Wipeoff tht stupid Grin On My face Despite getting "suan" by you-know-who about you-know-what involoving you-know-who!!
-grins- AH!!
Well, I got hold of myself Once I was Lompang-ed my Xing's mum's car and back to Douby gaut, Where I Spent a Shorter time taking bus Home! Well, Home By 6 and the rest is History -grins- Suanned someone along my journey home through sms, Hope she Dont Skin Me During Tmr lesson. -grins-
Really Happy today =D
posted @ 8:50 PM
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Friday, December 10, 2004
SHAG-SATION "Ah!!!!!"
where do i start? ah well, really really REALLY LAZY to blog today! ok.. not lazy.. Just Tired -.-
Been sleeping from 7pm to 230 am every single day! Only feel tired around 6pm. Morning im fresh though.
SOM practical
As I saw Thane left the room. I was posted in the same class as.. Kenny... Ego-ed, and act cool (Emphasised)
Anyway, He tried grabbing attention in the class while i just tried to b nice n all, trying to help wif the experiment and woah. I got sucha Big Shock when i realised im the 2nd youngest in class!!! (Aside kenny) Cause all of them came to poly after NS and ITE. But they look so young! a few of them knows Carmen and someway or another I blended with the class, Attention wise, Got really showered by it. Nice ppl everywhere =)
Think ill type what i did during the day later... I really really feel Dog tired..
-YAWNS-
posted @ 7:47 PM
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
!!!!
Been Off from my site for a Loooooooooooooooooong time
-recap
Saturday-
At an Inhuman Hour of like.. midnight? The grp of guys Called me out to a nearby LAN Shop Located At Paya Lebar, In Grandlink Shopping centre. Given A "Warm Welcome" And we headed in for gaming Where I met Knite, Guani, Dre, Kervin, kenneth Kailiang and Lots more. My form was super On Tht Day and yea.. -grins-
Sunday-
What You'd expect since scl is less than 24 hrs away? Zzzzzzz.. Game. Zzz...... Game.
Monday- =(
Looking forward to scl n all, Realising im stuck In Xiangling, Roanna and Dwight tht class. So Some ppl often joke saying thts the only "seemingly" Gal-guy class around. If u wanna say I was Happy in there? I Opt no to that... Sigh... Fond memories in poly flooded my mind as I chilled With Jack And Friends. Crappy 3s with kah heng, C.k and yes.. kenny. And the 2 Loud Ladies From Arc, Miriam And Hueywen... And I was Wishing I could Have My last term To Relieve its fond memories over n over again... Bah..............
Tuesday- =D
Thx to Monday Blues, I reluctantly dragged my heavy spirit into PQS class, Woah And behold, guess Whom Lifted my spirits up??! -grins- As Miriam Stepped in the class "later" than me -grins- I was For A moment Loss of words, Trying to find something to say. Only To Know Tht I Became A Living Dummy Only Able to go "hey Hi! Wa.." Chatted n chatted n chatted. Many other courses are in this class too, but aye, thts a different story =)
Then Went for AT class, still thinking back bout the long chat I had With Miriam n her friend regarding Corpse, -.-; Horror movie And Suicidal Gals/Guys.
"EH! SIALA!!"
Looking up, I saw ZUL!! As We Had Our handshake
"AUTOMATION TECHONOLOGY!"
"Ya la!"
"Jack they all with u right!"
"ya"
"Song Boh!!! LOL"
And Woah And Behold, Loud Mouth Jack And the Gang were there! What Adds to the joy were Our Lecturer Mushroom Head Kiak Kiak! Lol, Been A great Day! A really great Day!!!
Roanna And Xiangling Were in tht class too, But aye, Wasnt really Noticing them, Ironically, I'd b spending most of my Main Modules With them this year.
Its Gonna Be A Really Long Long Year............................... -.-;;;
posted @ 1:20 AM
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