Tuesday, September 28, 2004
ShagSaTion(5 more Stupid days)
-Gonna be A Long And Rough term, Bitter-Sweet. yet I Hope This Would Not End. Shall Share the Burden through this term =)-
Whats Really Buggin me for sometime? thinking tht I Would Be Going into A different class -again- next term.... Its Pretty Sad Sometimes, Though I'll know diff. Ppl. But I want to "settle" Here. Change Are Mostly good. but this Is 1 Change I hope Not. May God Be with me.
Just A few days Ago, Made A Pact With Myself Saying Im Gonna Mug Like Crazy, Seems to be going well For the 1st.. Sorta
School Was pretty Cool And all, Someone Was Stoning/Stressed/"Banging the head Against the wall". Well, Sorta.. (grins) Cant Really do Much About it though, Constant Glances, Casual Chats Were All I Could Afford During the moment.
During 2th, I was Promoting The Show Phantom of the Opera. Not many Ppl were concern cept for the 2 Ladies. Things Didnt Really Went the Way I Planned, A 3some to a show, Or somehthing like tht.. hehe..
So Why Am I Up Wee Hours In the Morning? thou Shall not Speak. =p
Well, i Took A Short Nap Unknowingly Since 8-12, When i Wokeup, I Jumped. Why? I thought It Was 6 in the morning! Lights were Off, No Sounds n all. My heart beated Like nvr b4. When I saw It Was 12. i was going "greaT! Now I have time to study!" Call It Dark Cloud in A Silver Lining. I was prepared to study. Groggy, I started To Hunt For My Week Old Notes And Hurriedly Look through them. Seems o-k now. I think. Can confirm anything till tmr. Pro Engineering Is Another headache. Something I Wish To Do, But Have No idea how to Start. Saturday Is My biggest worry.. Big pro E Test.. And I Know nuts About Doing it.. -shrugs- Seems Tht Im Gonna Fail it liao? Though It Was All In vain.. Seems To be, 1st time In My Life I never Gave up In Something Im Doing Lousy In. Wow.
French test, Financial Statement Test tmr., And A good Short Play. Hope Things Will be Smooth.
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Sunday, September 26, 2004
So Many Stuffs Happenning.. Out With Eric And Gang, And Just metup With Kenneth And Kailiang yesterday, Spoilt Myself To De-stress For the Moments.
School's Another, Been Gymming and Running 1-2 times A week, Not much Change Physically, Muscles Are Slightly Firmer. Hm.. Think im Gonna Need Lots And Lotsa Situps to Really Get Something done. The Projects Are Like haunting Us Everyday In Unbearable Silence As Time Starts To sleep Away Discreetly.. Have To Stay Back Everyday next Week to get the Job Done.. i swear Once The project Is Over, I'll Need a Weekend Time off. Studies Are So-so, Many Of Which Ive Not Revised, hence There's Nothing to Show. Gotta Work On That too.. Time To Mug Like Ive Never Mugged b4. I Will not Go Anywhere Till Saturday Is over.. -groans- For me, School Is However, BitterSweet.. yea.. -Scratches Head-
Hours Earlier, I Was At Park Royal Hotel Eating Like A King.. Or A horse. Being It My 1st Aunts Birthday and all, So Family Gathering Was simply A celebration. Buffet Style, Fresh Kajiki, Sake And Tako Sashimi. Cool Rock Oysters And Hot Ox tail Stew... Fried-to-Crisp Softshell Crab. Last but not Least, Home Made Cupp-chino Float With Scoops Of Dark Chocolate Ice Cream. Not knowing how or why, Everyone Were abit "out of the box" today, Talking About Issues we'd never talked to each other about before. Friends, Guys and Gals, Lovelife, Attitudes and Birds N' Bees.. Amongst My 3 older Cousins, "Hia Hia"(a.k.a Older brother, sorta..) Chern Long Was The Only one still in bachelorhood at the age of 24,25 maybe? His Fit, Great in Sports, Great Character, Humourous, Praised for his Guitar and Piano n stuffs. Although his All jokes With us, No Doubt He Felt uncomfortable As He sat between 2 couples? hmmz..
Went To Xing's House To Celebrate Ying's birthday, Dre N Gen Seemed to Have Quarreled, So All night activities were off i guess.. I Was Really lookin Foward For the Night Activities. Real Bummer..... While All the couples Stayed In the Room Slacking, We Guys Hangout At the Balcony talking And Listening to Music. Though Few Words Were Exchanged. But friendship Was bonded such that Our presance Were All there is, All Thats needed. Left Abruptly........................ -.-;;
Just Watched the Show "terminal" With My Cousins. Thought It Was gonna Be A Real Boring show, But It Was Really Funny! And For the Moments, Real Real Touching... Yea.. Not too shabby at all -smiles- But Watching It With My Cousins Yee And Siang(Those Of The Same Age) Made The Plain Dumb irony Out of Reality itself.. Lol.. Well, Wanted To Watch Choir Boys, Yea I know Some Ppl Says im Acting Cultured or maybe Getting Soft, But Well.. Stuffs Like tht are hard to explain.. Just Want to watch it with a somebody.. hm.. yup
-shrugs- Anyway, Changed My Chatbox Finally, hehe.. So Fillem' up Sava'? Merci =)
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Friday, September 24, 2004
-Im okay, Really-
Thanks For the "suprise".. You really should'nt have.. Im Really ok and all, thanks alot guys. And yeap, Its been A pleasure Going for Your Engagement Fi, I Wouldn't miss it for the world -grins- Like i Said, It Was Never Meant to Be, Though Life's Experiances I've forseen. Yeapz, Im just Me yea? hehe..
To Insanities: You "baka"s Caught me there. Its been bz and all, But you guys cared! Yeapz, I Was.. well.. Still touched By The Act.. Though we lack a Camera tht day(Thx ah Fi*) You Know Me, Its The Thoughts Tht Counts.. I'll Carry it wherever I go... Anyone got Stomachache Eating those "lala"s We caught? LoL! Ralph n' Jess: Yea.. Its the BEST sunset Ive seen yet.. The Guitar.. And C.m.i Voices, My Sore throat.. But damn, With you crazed Luni-s?! Thanks la...
We cared, We treasured, We Broke down in 2.
We'd learnt Life's lessons. Wrapping Up More Questions.
Harder The Pain, In time, All Seems the same.
We'd Always Give more the next time.
To the 1 we've always loved. For A fool I'll Wait.
Its You Its you Its You.
I give All My Love For you.
*Maybe It needs more time*
*Maybe In Another Lifetime*
*Maybe Not at all.. Its You Ive Always Been waiting for*
Its you, Its you..
-its you-
Dawn: Its Been A Pleasure Knowing You. Better Take Care Of Lijun Yea? Make Sure She Don't Sidetrack and stuffs. Mwahaha... When Are you all going back to Melbourne? After All, I wont be seeing you guys anytime soon yea, Take Care!
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
-Happy Belated Birthday Miss M-
*Grins*
Well.. For Starters, I Got hit by a Fever After I had An Afternoon Nap.. So many things happened the week since I Last blogged.. Asthma Hit Me pretty Hard too.. Dying Sia.. hehe.. Too tired to Continue blogging.. All My Plans Are Gonna Freeze in time Till My Health Comes back. Think Im going to be late for school Since im gonna visit the Doc. Gonna go Sleep le.. Zzz..
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
-Your Presence Is All I Ever needed. When You Went Off, I Started To Miss you All over again..-
Monday Bluess, Dragged Myself to school, And I was Late! Lo.. Crapped, And Kept On Crapping. Just Talked about anything under the sun. Was Very Attentive for EAT lesson. And My Practical got the same marks as My Quiz! 77! How cool is that? =\ Now If only My End year result could get a 77.. Now that's something Worth Pondering about..
After School Went running again, Manage to hit 1250mins. This Time. Although Its A Far reach from my 1050mins record. But Im Sure i'll get there someday...
Saw Big Giant Jeya In The Gym today, And Damn, His Not all Fats Ye know.... He carried the oylmpic Weight Lifting thingy today and did some sets. I was Amazed.... And there I was Doing like what? 6kg? 8 kg? Just Kill me la.... Even C.k Can do 20 sets of 10 kg Dumbells.. That'll be my Aim this year.. gr.....Once Again I was able to carry more weight for those Machines Which Trains The Chest And Shoulders, A reasonable Consolation for Some1 Whom Hit The gym 1 week back eh? Well, Its Been kinda swell day. Well, My Muscles Are swelling and aching...
After I went home, I Lay On my dead, I felt as those My Arms Were drained! Couldnt stop shaking.. That Never stop me from doing my project. 9 horrid pages full of diagrams n calculations. Well, Its 2am Now. 5 Down, 4 to go...
Hey hey!!!
Hey OHANAs Ppl, CHECK.THIS.OUT. Rofl!
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
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Saturday, September 11, 2004
What A Day... What A day... Celebrated Nick's Birthday Yesterday. Ive heard About Fun, But This Brings the Word "fun" To a Whole New Level. So Tired Now, Zzz...
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Friday, September 10, 2004
I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
Where I would impress you with every single word I said
It would come out insightful, or brave, or smooth, or charming
And you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time you need me
I'd be there every time
But for now I'll look so longingly waiting for you to want me,
for you to need me, for you to notice me.
I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
Where I would impress you with every single word I said It would come out insightful, or brave, or smooth, or charming
And you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time you need me
I'd be there every time
But for now I'll look so longingly waiting for you to want me,
for you to need me, for you to notice me.
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-The Day Brightens Slowly.. but its still So Cloudy.. Cant wait to go out with you again..-
8 Kg Dumbells- 5 sets of 10
4 kg Dumbells- 10 sets of 10-20
Gym-ed in scl during my 3 hour break. My 1st time carryin Such heavy Dumbells.. Well, Lookin at those around me. I feel the sheer inferiority of it -shakes head- Did 30 kg of those machines which trains the chest, shoulder muscles. But did very lil of tht today.. Slacked alot on the Situps. And Also the usual 6 rounds round the track. A Relaxin cold shower and i rushed down to The bazaar to support Jeremy And Co.
By chance I saw Daniel, Wei hong, Jeremy Song, Mei En And Huey Wen. All Doing? Gaming lo... Huey Wen And Mei En Were wearing Red Shirts, Blue Jeans. Really arouse Suspicion eh? -grins- Well, CAD lesson was pretty ok, Did Ballooning and explosion of objects. Seems tht I Would Only Do the work given when Im With the Girls. Anyway, I regained my usual "sit" after so long, since they were the only sits left too.
'Seems tht I wasnt the only 1 who wanted to watch "Choir Boys". Wonder if we'll get to watch it together..'
After scl., Kenny Helped Kah Heng And Me in E.D. Kah Heng, knowing most of the ED project Did alot on the project.. I only Draw the parts and some simple calculations. Felt Really Guilty I couldnt help out more... It Seems I know a lil' more of Kenny today. Though His Always bragging his good and stuffs Every minute and second, But really, he Has his "nice side" too in helping us. Mebbe Im just psychoing myself? Whatever the case is. believe Everyone Has A good and Bad Side. Just How Much they would want to show others.
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Monday, September 06, 2004
-I'll wait for you. Whatever Happens... And I Really Miss you Alot-
So the Days Passes By, And I Got Back 4 Results. 1 of them was a bummer though... Been Slackin, Waiting for time to go by..
Played A Game of pool today Near Parkway And Co-incidentally Kee Gay Was there! Nick Played Really Well today, Realising He had been Playing Very Often. While I, The Last game played was also with him. Aw man.. The feelin sucks When you dont improve...
Well.. I Got A Shoe Bag So i can carry it to school during Days Of gymming And running, And.. Got a ZEN ToDAY! WOHOO!! 2100 storage of songs, In built with FM raidio and Sound Recorder. Couldnt ask for anything more! Well.. Almost..
Supposedly Im Suppose to start My Piano properly -again- today. but My Wrist And lil' finger are abit twisted and busted. So Yah.. It Hurts When I Press the keys.. Suck it la..
6-9-04 Celeb. Gen n Dre's B-day
10-9-04 Celeb. Nick's B-day
18-9-04 Fi's Engagement
My $ is So-- Suck Dry... Got 2 warning letters for not going for My Is Modules.. Die die... Late Liao.. Better sleep. If not tmr cannot go For E.d lesson.. And Kah heng is gonna throw Boulders at me again.. haha.... Zzz....
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
De tous les jours, je Pense de vous. Votre Sourire, Et ces yeux charmants. Un coeur d'or.. m'A Capturé, Et j'ai grandi plus amateur de vous de tous les jours. Votre presance détend Mon Ame. Sans vous Par Mon côté. Je me sens solitaire. Là-bas, je reste sans espoir vous a consacré. Et je ne peux pas cacher. Juste l'attente de tous les jours, pour bavarder avec vous. Maintenant, im vous Attend juste. Avec UN Sourire cassé, je Donne une sérénade à vous. Une langue qui a été faite pour l'amour. Et je vous Manque si beaucoup. L'Intérieur déchiré, Espérant que j'obtiendrai l'hasard pour dire « je Vous Aime ».
Pour UNE Fille, Ive ne s'est jamais senti si Profondément dans l'Amour. Et Comment j'ai essayé de continuer, Son Vous j'ai dans mon esprit toujours.. Savoir j'Ai Trouvé L'Un de ma vie.. Et je souhaite vous Abriter des orages en avant. Pour vous donner la Lune. Le Ciel. Pour Vous, à me, est le seul Starlet dans la nuit.
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Browsing My Fingers Through The Keys Of Black And White, I stoned. "A Year is too long. Give Me 6 Months, Let Me Show You Whom I Always Am, And What i Could Do. I Am Not Anybody..." The Phrase Echoed In my Mind As I sat In The Piano Room In Silence. First Ever Promise I Ever Gave My Mum. Probably The Toughest Challenge Yet After Stopping Piano For So Darn Long. Loud Words From One With "An Inner Ego implosion". This Is Not Acceptable.
Somehow, I feel This Is 1 promise Im Determine to fufill. And My Mum Is Gonna Hold Her Piano Concert for all her students Next Year.. Most prob. June? July? I dont know.. After Stopping for 3 years or so, I Doubt I have tht "X-factor" Or the showmanship I once Showed. Co-ordination's Is super rusty. And memorising A Piece Seems Impossible Now, Unlike In The past, It Was just "same ol, same ol'" Yet, I feel Some Grip Inside, Telling Me I will Now Believe this.. This Is All I Ever Had. Its Time I pickup the pieces I threw away long long ago....
After Going to The Sinsei This Coming Sunday, I'll Start My Piano And hopefully Able to reach my quota asap. Boy.. Its Going to be hell of a long 6 months...
Gonna Catch Some Shuteye, tht's All For now
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