Wednesday, August 25, 2004
wha.. What Happen to my blog!!!! damn blogger! @^%$&! -slaps-
posted @ 12:39 PM
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-Its Always Hurt, Or get people Hurt-
Adapted from
Mary J Blige ft Ja Rule-Rainy Days (R n' B Lovers, gotta dl this. Best Yet)
It's just those rainy days
Spend a lifetime tryin to wash away
Until the sun come out and shines again
Smile for me, smile for me
All of those rainy days
Spend ya lifetime tryin to wash away
Until the sun shines and I see your face
Smile at me, smile at me..
Know in your heart,
that we are free
Free to believe, whatever we feel
So feel somethin real, baby
(SiAnSaTiOn)
Woah, Life's Twist And turn. Go Figure
Having Thermodynamics later.. Not the best preparations. But Im sure it'll do fo now, Gonna Mug For Engineering design later. No Idea how to, Its Just table yah? lolx.. jia lad...
Muggin.. Its All I need right now -grins- Well, my thoughts are sorted out.. And Its Still "You" That im Waiting for... No reasons. Its Just Love..
All those expectations, And what I Could Be.
For I'm Not The One You're searching for.. Sorry
Enough about me, Im Not the one.. I was never worth the pain..
Silly thoughts of cuts and bruises. Stop it, For It Worries the faint hearted.
Friends We'll Still be
And Life Carries on..
T.c.
posted @ 12:16 PM
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
Wa.. Eugene Ah.. What You Doing.. Wakeup la Eugene.. Wakeup..
Went to Yingying's Housewarming today, Pretty Cool N All. Bao bao bao.. Lolx..
Going to 1 soon. Better Sleep Liaoz, Got Pro Engineering Computer Test tmr. Going gym again? -ponders- Common Week's Round the corner. Gotta Mug'
I Sleep In My Dreams. When I wakeup, Im Still Dreaming.
I'll Wakeup And Face Reality One day.......
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Im Just Waiting for life to pass on.. wasting it away.. No Rhyme.. No reason.. Everyday its the same ol' Study, Sleep, blog, Run, Eat. No Drive to do anything new, Yet I dont want to stick on this way.. -SianSation-
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Okay... Today's Entry Is Going to be an interesting one. Yesterday, Halfway Through My Insomnia. I Had a Bad dream. I dreamnt being in someone's house (Maybe Yingying's housewarming party?) Having A Home Made "fear factor". Well, One of them was to see to turtle's biting the hell out of each other. It was totally sick. Anyway, Somehow I Ended Up In A Cinema waiting for ohana i think. Somehow, I was hated by everyone then. Not sure why too. Well, Only Person Accompanied me waiting was Xing And Ying. Xing Was Saying something like "N Je Na" And I asked him in my dream "what are you saying?" He was like going "there! Blind is it!" And i looked at this Cinema poster. (Seems to be At The New Isetan) And there it was on th poster Suddenly all i see was this word in closeup
N
J
E
N
A
And i wokeup. Abit scared. Still.. After Checking on the net, I Found Himari Njena, Which is a Kilsawaki Bible. Later On i realised it was Roman Language. Translation for Njena Is Good. Himari means Roman. What the??!? Just A dream? Or something more??
-ponders-
posted @ 8:04 PM
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Will you Change For Someone You Really Love, Or To Love Someone Whom Will Change For you? -ponders-
Different views? Different Perspective? A question Where theres No yes or No it...
Just Heard Empty Apartment by Yellowcard, A Band Dre' Intro-ed me. Very very Good Song I'd Say.. Talked to Mei En Until 1.30 in the morning. So we're tht different in our ways, Somehow, We think the same Inside.. Hmm.... Talked About Taking tht "mask" off. Talked about feelings.. How we'd Feel about so many things.. Im Never a Born joker. Its Great to be able to talk to someone whom really Thinks the same Way I do. But Being "me" Is A Bore to many people.. Yet to learn so many Stuffs...
Lifes Got Too Many Lessons......
Back Home By yellowcard (A Must Have Song, Gotta Love It...)
Don't know what I was looking for when I went home, I found me alone
And sometimes I need someone to say, 'You'll be all right. What's on your mind'
But the water's shallow here and I am full of fear, and empty handed after two long years
Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it
Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure
Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me and feeling free
Free to stand beside the ocean in moonlight
And light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic skyAnother sunny day in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it
Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind
Put it all behind me and I'll be just fineAnother sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
And wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes
There's nothing real for them to see hereAnother starry night in Californ-i-aI'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
The black Sheep,
Wondering.. Wandering..
Lighted Flames Which numbs The Soul
Brought About by the Distant Breeze.
Stealing Each And Every Beat.
Brought MySelf To Face Reality A Whole New Way.
Spilling the Facts, And Walking On Broken Glass.
Damping The Sunshine Which Drains My Life Away.
Parrying With Truth, Wincing Over Life's Decision.
I Start To Pray,
For The Dreams, Openess Of The Heart.
They never Come To Play.
Par/By tAiLspo0n
posted @ 12:18 PM
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Sunday, August 15, 2004
-Da Week's Resolution-
•Complete All revisions By Wed.
•Running Everyday
Woah, Talk Abt Calories. Durians.. Chocolates.. More chocolates.. And Slept Like There's No Tmr. Needa do Somethin Bout' it..@%$*&!
Looking foward to liz' Steamboat, Cause Really Lazy, I Am So Not in the mood for studying. Strumming abit of guitar, Abit of chords here and there.. Thts About it I guess.
Not Many Really Great Songs to dl these days..
Juvenile-Bounce Back •Feat Baby•
(800+ songs and counting)
Cheers
posted @ 12:36 PM
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Why Is it when Im Always So Close In getting What I desire, I could simple tell myself forget, And Let it go?? What In Life Do I really Want??
Well, nothing much today, Sleep, rest, Sleep and rest... My Lil' Finger On my Right Hand Is So swollen, It Almost Look Deform. Tons of work, And I Havent Revise 1 single thing.. uh oh..
Monday Still Have EAT at 9.. Then will be heading down to the Com Lab to do Pro Engineering. I hate it when Common test is coming -shrugs- Gotta Get Back On Life's Track Somehow. Im Floating on and on, And really, I wonder What I want.. hm..... Aint Moody, Just Feeling Kinda Empty, Like i need an Aim or drive or something.. heh heh
Dido
"Im No Angel"
Well I'd be rich beyond my dreams, I'm sorry for my weary life
I know I'm not perfect but I can smileand I hope that you see this heart behind my tired eyes
If you tell me that I can't, I will, I will, I'll try all night
and if I say I'm coming home, I'll probably be out all night
I know I can be afraid but I'm alive
and I hope that you can trust this heart behing my tired eyes
I'm no angel, but please don't think that I won't try
I'm no angel, but does that mean that I can't live my life
I'm no angel, but please don't think that I can't cry
I'm no angel, but does that mean that I won't flyI know I'm not around each night
and I know I always think I'm right
I can believe that you might look around
I'm no angel, but please don't think that I won't try
I'm no angel, but does that mean that I can't live my life
I'm no angel, but please don't think that I can't cry
I'm no angel, but does that mean that I won't fly
posted @ 1:39 AM
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Thursday, August 12, 2004
For some of us.. Whom we really are? Some Plays A game of Hard to get With friends, Family members, And They themselves. End Up lost In their own identities.. How Feelings can Crush.. Or Put us on high.. And change us.. Its Like kinda like a mechanism? Not somethin tht can b explained in few phrases... How many People Actually "exposes" Their real feelings inside Like A Newborn Infant? When they Cry, Its because they need attention. When They Smile, they are happy. But Having the "mask" on, It, too could destroy a person. Suspicion, Doubts and deceptions... Sometimes, Just Showing A person Whom We actually are Is A Way Of telling A person "you are someone I trust, or close to" But At times, It Ends up that We'll show Something else.. Some of us Are Just Born Having People to guess how we are like.. I guess Everyone Have that Certain right people to bond with? -grins-
Well.. its late.. take care all..
posted @ 10:57 PM
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Slakin At home.. Down? Missing Hanging Out With My Bros? Or Is it Im Moody Cause im Feeling Unwell? I Miss the Drive.. The Booz, Not the eating though.. Trying to cut My Pounds. I Miss Ohana alot, esp. Chilling with My bros.... Meetup today yah? Chillin.. And Some RnB.. Itll b Great If Everything goes as plan... Anyone who see this, Gimme a call yeah?
Tried To Find this Song on the web To let u guys hear, but Its Unavailable. I Love this song. Go Download it. I fell in love with the song when I Downloaded it. Nice Rnb song, Great Lyrics. 600+ Songs N Counting. God I love this Song....................
Parts Of Lyrics Adapted From
"Never Let Me Down"
(feat. Jay-Z, J-Ivy)
This is not an image
This is God given
This is hard liven
Mixed wit crystall sippin
It's the most consistent
When it comes to being true,
at least true to me
One thing i found,one thing i found
Oh no you'll neva let me down,Get up i get down
We are all here for a reason on a particular path
You don't need a curriculum to know that you are part of the math
Cats think I'm delirious, but I'm so damn serious
That's why I expose my soul to the globe, the world
I'm trying to make it better for these little boys and girls
I'm not just another individual, my spirit is a part of this
That's why I get spiritual, but I get my hymns from Him
So it's not me, it's He that's lyricalI'm not a miracle, I'm a heaven-sent instrument
My rhythmatic regimen navigates melodic notes for your soul and your mental
That's why I'm instrumental
If I were of the highest cliff, on the highest riff
And you slipped down the side and clinched on to your life in my grip
I would never, ever let you down
And when these words are found
Let it been known that God's penmanship has been signed with a language called love
That's why my breath is felt by the deaf
And why my words are heard and confined to the ears of the blind
I, too, dream in color and in rhyme So I guess I'm one of a kind in a full house
Cuz whenever I open my heart, my soul, or my mouth
A touch of God reigns out.
posted @ 12:02 PM
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Life.. Its Always Unexpected. That I know. But Miracles.. Now thts not 1 word thts ever existed in my volcabulary. For Once.. I hope Time Just Flies.. Can't wait for December......
Almost Everything Sucked today, Shant talk abt it... 580 songs.. and counting.. lol. I seriously need To Study Soon... Sigh... How come Holding up A pen And think Is So hard! Wahahahah....
I look back, And I see all the moments. From Sec. scl Where life really was a bummer. The Group Of Js, Food.. Games.. Yeap, I Indulge in them. And my thinking was so much simple then. And damn, much more Naive. Then came tht crashing point of my life, Hence I retained. Got obsessed with food, And Gain Hell of a 88 kg. Just when you think life cant suck anymore. -ta dah- Small Short, Yet With The most Gigantic mouth During that time, Ken. Even in my dreams.. lol.. Not even in my NIGHTMARES, I'd expected the future turns out to be this way. Not sure abt him. But im pretty sure I hated him, He was disgusted with me... lolx. Liew eh.. Somehow Dunnoe how I got back to 60 Kg, And The 4s Became closer friends. Ever Since We Took That Neoprint.. The guys know what i mean. I knew Things will never b the same again...
2 years.. Best Buddy for chatting then was Xing.. I wondered how come we had so much to talk about? Just couldnt stopped =\ Then There's Kl, One thing is, We Hated hated... hm.. Hated each other.. But whats different? Should any of us get into troubles.. or problem.. Well.. We care..
I dunno.. Somehow I just feeling nostalgic.. Or is it a way of saying thanks? I dont know.. So many things to think about.. The 1st time We Had soccer together.. the 4 of us Tonning at my house.. The 1st time we club at Madmonk during dre's party.. To Ohana Chalet.. Wad else? Celebrating my birthday With foong at Marina Bay? Later on, Ppl Started to get attached. Somehow Ended up during the holidays, Ken And I went frequently To Chinablack. Dance? Not really, Just kept in the comfort of silence, chat.. talked about anything.. everything.. Lay back relac.. And 2 Glasses of Lychee Martini.. Man that was good.. The Ultimate Happiness you could get when ur single. And Its that "brotherly" Feeling.. cant be explain, But its because of tht feeling, I Could Carry on Up to date. And inside me, I know Tht the bond carries on... oh yeah.. I wonder who created msn.. thank God. The Amount Of 1to1 chats with ohana. Its Something Money cant Buy.. And Ill treasure every Moment of it..
Guess thats When i actually Changed. Now, i realise Being Able to Share your thoughts with Someone close is 1 of the best things in life. 4 Guys And A toyota is all you need. Driving about, Eating, crapping, laughing, Talking about singlehood, Love, Studies and close friends.. Lastly, Down to seletar Resevoir.. I dunnoe but u guys. To me, Thanks For the good times. And the Bad times. If not ill never know Whom are really "there". This is One Bond.. not Even Love Itself can replace.. Bah.. Getting All Emotional today.. Take care All
posted @ 1:00 AM
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Monday, August 09, 2004
-Stoning, Stoning, Stoning, Gone.-
Woah.. Ive literally chat with almost anyone Online today! Talk about catching up. Downloaded 100 songs today, 21 of them by Dashboard Confessionals. Watching TV, Hearing Dashboard Confessionals while I... Well.. Ken, you Know what I mean.
Dashboard Confessional-Hands Down
Screaming Infedelities
Awake
Remember to breathe
The Best Deceptions
(Too many to list)
Anyone whom havent heard this songs, You Dont know what chya missin
-grins- Take Care all
posted @ 5:50 PM
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Sunday, August 08, 2004
-Reborn-
After Having A major Pigout Today, Now sitting here Watching Tons of Tv While Dl-ing Music. Going to Start Exercising, And to study tmr. Today's Gonna Be My Day. Anything, Everything I want Goes with it. Can't Wait to catch the show City Of Angels tonight.. 1 Of the Best Shows Ever Made.
In The Mood To Swiing, Keep the grooves Moving, Flow With Da Rnb' Soul ppl =p
Heres Some Out of the World tracks For All RnB Lover out there alll-
Holidae In ft. Ludacris & Snoop Dog -Chingy (Love Rnb'? Rap? This is a Must Have. No Shit.)
SouthSide-By ? (Old Song, Nice RnB')
No love- Big tymer (Great Rnb', Quite Original. I Like it.)
Crush Tonight (dirty) Fat Joe ft-Ginuwine (Cool Track)
Tamale (Club Remix) Mr. Vegas (Jamaican Style RnB With A Slick Chinoa-Indian Style)
Outrageous-Britney Spears (So Sue Me. Im No Britney Lover, Kinda So-so. Notting special..)
Get My Gun-D12 (Im Gonna Get My Gun!~)
Hotel-R. Kelly Ft. Cassidy ( Old Classic Get your Hands up!! Get Ur get ur Hands up! Gal If you wanna come in my hotel XD~)
Dumb-The 411 (All Gals Rnb Lovers Out there. You WILL Love this Track. Its Marvelous.)
=more 2 come=
posted @ 6:02 PM
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Saturday, August 07, 2004
-Before We Walked off, Looking at you straight in the eyes, And you noticed. Its The Best thing that ever Happened to me This Entire Week. Thanks.-
Well.. Everyone's more or less asleep.. Cant sleep though... Eyelids getting heavy.. Zz.. Thinking of you.....
posted @ 2:15 AM
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Friday, August 06, 2004
-Wishing "u" Were here with me-
*Noticed me?*
Ponn-ed E.D today. As they were doin the project, Kah Heng Ended up doing it alone as We were paired as a group.. Wahaha.. Shit.. Getting evil..m...
When I arrived school, Met the guys up at the basketball court, Then Went to have a drink b4 heading down to Blk 56 for TH test.. Not as hard as i expected.. Cant get full marks la.. Still.. Afterwards like eat, Talk so much skully fail.. choi
Went With the 4 of us went to the Np Funfair Where we saw Mei En, Huey Wen And the guys. Played Something where we gonna use hammer to whack this stupid bell. I was so worried im gonna "malu" The hammer was quite light lo.. Just made it seem hard to humor the class.lol... Won A Prize.. No one to give to though... -sighs-
Currently, My House is like the ultimate resort. C.k's Sleeping, kenny's reading all my comics. Kah Heng's coming down by cab. Me? Well.. You know
Gonna have spagetti for dinner.. heh... hope they like it.. My maid dont make the best spagettis, Ken's Parents Make the best..lol......
To Ken, keegay, kervin & kl: Sorry i cannot go Malaysia to destress with u guys.. Take care bro.
posted @ 7:00 PM
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Just quarreled with my Mum.. Well.. My throat's So bad Its almost Worst then how My mum's feeling inside now.. Fillial Piety They say... Salope...... All My Song lyrics.. All 30 of them..G.o.n.e. And it wasnt an accident... Never mind.....
Nuff' abt that.. Anyway, Some of you know that I Entered for the ACC Lyricist Competition, A.d(I call it Noob division, Thanks For the Lobang Z.)
Well.. 1st place.. The lyrics... Inspiration's From the 3rd Dimension. To All the unhappy ppl out there. This is for you.
Living and leaving it all--
by/Par tAiLspo0n
Finding that perfect person, close this chapter of my Life.
Yet Ive Been hurt so much, Crying's Just a waste of time.
That really Slugging through life.
Of the open surface where I Seem alright.. alright...
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Chorus
Living it all and Leaving it all..
Dun wanna think again.
To live what's still remaining,
Im Still Waiting For My Happy ending.
A flame of passion, Now's a flame to Get high.
Drifting too far, now Im lost inside.
Confusion Pins me down, Hurting so much, not making a sound.
So try to walk away, Where's My call?
Living and Leaving it all...
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A taste of love, Its Sour.. Bitter..
Sweetness never lasts.
Im jaded now By Self Confessions.
Another one outcast...
Self Denial, Misconceptions, Blinded by the lies.
Broken Promise, Drunkard's Smoking.
You'd think He'd never try?
A Jailbird's Crying, A Madman's talking.
Condemned By All Today..
Chorus
The Laughter will never last through a lifetime..
But the wounds would Heal in time........
posted @ 12:12 AM
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004
-I Could only afford A Distant Glance of you.. I wonder what you're feeling right now...-
.I.Am.Tired.
4 Hours Killed The Entire Class today especially me. Yah. especially.. Still, I was never the type who could sit there, scribbling, Being a hardworking guy and all.. I wonder The Teacher Called Out My Name how many times le.. 20 Maybe? My Class And I Were laughing our heads off by then. Kah heng And Me Were Crapping Like Mad, Suanning each other like siao. Whereas C.k Was Nodding of to dreamland many a times. And kenny? Well, Singing Ou De Yang Songs.. Im Starting to get Sian of it. Wonder If its the repetitive Singing, lol.. What was my worst subject turn out to be Okay i guess.. Here and there I do have A rough Idea to draw PLC Ladder Digrams.. Add motors.. Yah.. the stuffs.. Im going to need a whole lot my help on the subject though, It aint easy.
The Stress? The Fatigue? The Empty Feeling? Trying to Entertain myself with the entire class? Or Simply An Attention seeker? But yet.. Ive always take glances at you.. Wondering if you noticed me..
The Buses Come and go.. My Ever So faithful Sony DM Continuously played The Same Tracks Over And Over Again. I took them off.
Looking around, Most of the People Had Boarded the bus cept' for a handful of them whom are smoking, Waiting for the bus, For friends.. The noise Gradually die down And I couldnt hear anything at all. The smile and laughter disappeared, and I stood there. Heavy Hearted, yet a sense of loss Of something. If Feelings are Able to be described as an object, Mine Would be Shallow, Hollow, Feeling kinda pain cause Part of it is eroded away... However Humourous I could be today, Regardless how hard and loud I tried to laugh. I Never Did. And My Heart Ached Badly. By the seconds, My Heart Bled A lil More for you...
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
-Every Passing Minute. My Feelings For you gets stronger.. And stronger. The times we've been together.. It Cant be erased from My Head.. My heart.-
Well, Slug my way to school in the morning To Ask Joseph teach me EAT. I do know more of the basics. But still not strong enough to understand The Advance topics. Guess I need to do some studying.. So many things to do today! Learn Eat.. Finish My French Work.. Ultimately.. The test.
I was in the worst case scenario yet. Unsure of the grammer. Not able to translate all the Numbers in French. And I cant speak for nuts. Dictation and Listening Was o--k... Then there was the conversation. The 1 I dread And Love most. Instead of introducing ourselves in French, He told me to talk about my partner.. He expected me to look stun. And I wasm Believe me, I was. lol.. Got 19/20 for it though.. How? I have no idea. I stuttered, I kept correcting my Mistakes. And I forgotten a few grammer phrases like "Ille" Which means "He is" in french. Im gonna take a lifetime to figure this out...
Wanted to go to the CCA Fiesta. But Didnt feel like going later on... Mebbe tmr... -stones-
posted @ 7:02 PM
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Monday, August 02, 2004
-Everytime I Inhale And Exhale, I only hear your name-
Slept quite early ytd. Abt 11. but wokeup Feeling really zapped. Kinda like drained.. Well.. Dragged myself to school With a heavy heart, And realised that Today Had EAT test. Though I kinda hated the subjects. Regardless I did some last minute studying for it. Should Be able to do Okay I guess..
Thinking of stoning the whole day in school today.. Really didnt feel like talking at all. I Just wanted to keep quiet. Still, I tried to laugh and smile and crap like the usual days. Didnt seem to help much. I Kept having that kind of Distant Glance on my face.. Someone said i was looking tired, and ask me to take care. Still, Went to kenneth's house hoping to catchup with some of my work. Went to watch TV and ate prata though..
At home, I looked at the mirrror wondering why I look so listless.. Hai.. Eugene ah.. what are you doing, wakeup.. wakeup..
Tmr. will be a better day
-tired-
posted @ 7:49 PM
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Sunday, August 01, 2004
Every Smile Lies A Dropping tear. Every Laughter I Made.. A Crack.. A heartache. -->Comfortably<-- warm beside her... Then the question, saying, Why Im the 1 for you? I stutter, I slured. And My Mind went blank. I just Like to be Stay near you..
Yet Before that, Everything which goes, its Was A blessing for my soul.. Love to many is A quick beat in the heart, Love At first Sight, Materialistic gains, or just sheer deception. love isnt any one of them at all.. "I Feel So Comfortable... Do you feel it too?" During normal days where everything seems draggy. You cause and ease inside me.. Sprinkled With A Pint of intimacy where I could find no where else in this life of mine.. I wonder do you feel it too? We just chatted, Simple Conversations.. I love it when we "argued" n joked... But why do i feel it different compared to the rest i speak to? Do you feel it too? And that For Some reason. We'd potray our real selves then, A person whom we did not dare to let others know... Why so? For me.. i feel insecure all this time.. How about you? When You see me, When you talk to me, Do you feel anything special about it? I just need to know..
"Day of Suprises"
I love the teasing...When I talked to you.. i feel relax.. so honest.. so true... I never felt so close to anyone in my life before... Usually ill get super tense up. But For once, Every word I say have logic. I dont feel awkward in your silence.. And I think back of the different events which kept playing over and over in my mind.... Yet.. i Miss The way you treated me all this while.. Could we Still Stay this way? --I just truely want you to be happy today. I didnt know why i acted so Moronic..-- And Now, I close my eyes.. I saw you smiling.. laughing.. And your lil actions.. Straightening your hair.. brushing it aside. I cant help to take notice.. Why? I cant explain... You're not different.. you're special...
From "A play" Hi.. I just sat at the top corner of the studio.. Just want to keep a low key... Everyday Just watching your show.... Can we still keep our head close? Can we talk As intitmately during the common days? I love that feeling alot.. And I hope we could keep it that way.... If its time and space you need.. I'll be more than willing to let you breathe. I like the way you speak to me, It cheers me up. I dont want that distance from you.. I really hope you can treat me like how we've treated each other all this while... I pray tht you dont avoid me or treat me cold.. I feel that you're special.. how bout' u... do you think im different too?.. I really want to know how you feel... Stay Happy Always........ thanks for Making my day. Hope i did the same for you too.. Thinking of you.. Thinking of me.. the suprises, the acts.. everything.. esp. "the day"
AwakeFor the years it takes to see you
'Til I almost lose my mind
'Cause I'll never be alrightAnd I'm sorry you had to see this
But I'm such a messAnd I never could forget
I'm scared I'll miss the way we use to talk
And if its all forever lost dont wanna know
I'm scared that you're the one that got away
And i want you here with me tonightyou never come
I'm scared I'll miss the way we use to talk
And if its all forever lost dont wanna know
I'm scared that you're the one that got away
And i want you here with me tonight
you never come
Cant Live without you..........
Amore' tAiLspo0n
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