Thursday, July 29, 2004
If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.
Ive never felt so close to you before... The laughter.. teasing.. "fighting".. Every Minute of it I hold Dear to... The Full 180mins... I could Just Hold Your hands.. And never let them go.... Almost Did.. And I Merely touched your hands.. And My Brain Stopped working.
You know.. Ive heard of A Fast Week. But this is seriously ridiculous. Its thursday already! Anyhow, Had CAD test today. Man! I have a chance of getting full marks! Well, Credits dont go all to me... Sorta motivated to do well throughout this term. -grins- Tmr's the last day of school for the week! Some says its all in the mind. Aye, Its so true....
-Call It Bad omen, I call it a blessing. Call Me crazy, And I'll say Im a fool for you.-
Well, School was great. Still, As I was walking home. Injured my Fourth Finger. How? Its crushed Between My Laptop And a Wooden pole. My nail Almost cracked. Luckily, Its just a flesh wound. Someone Plastered it for me. The plaster is still on... -smiles-
Well, Wanted to call kenneth and meet him up to slack like ytd. But Im Abit tight $ Wise. Everyday Squeezing every cent I have for the week. Lol.. Slept Peacefully throught the journey home... thats all for now.. zz....
Collin Raye- "1 Boy,1 girl"
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Today, I felt So Close to you... So Close... Great while It Lasted.. Im Sorry If I acted Like A Total Fool..... I wont Make the same mistakes Again..
Humor I lack, And Shy I May Be, Its All Because I Love you too deeply.... And My Brain Stops Working.
Just Came Home After Collecting the Golden Tickets from Sistic. Had dinner with xing and ying.. School Was A Major Bummer today.. Its Like Going to school today was wrong.. hai.. From Lousy E.a.t Teachers to Practicals, Never pass up prac. 6 to him cause I left it at home. bah...
The 1hr. break was also quite Disappointing.. Some nice things happened.. Some bad incidents happened, and I could Have Done something to make the scennario a better turn.. I hate myself for it.. Sigh..
Hope your Ears getting better.. Kinda Freaked out over it... Please go see a Doctor..
Worried..........
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
The Keyboard Plays, And with it, Music Travels... Suddenly, I think of you, And Its infectious. And Soon, It Filled My Heart With Warmth, Just thinking of you. If Only I know if you felt the same way for me too...
After UFS lesson, -by chance- Saw Mei en After her French Class. I was like staring at my handphone, wondering why Their Lecturer always let them off so early? Or Is it My French class Just Simple Suck Big time -grins- I Suggested the Idea Of Strolling around Atrium Where i met Ronnie Whom Had Setup An Electronic stall with a few of his friends. Mei En, on the other hand, wasnt thrilled with my idea. As She Covered Her Small Ears, It Didnt take me long to Realise she was Really Hating the loud Music there. So I decided a browse through the Stalls in the Atrium were pretty much more than enough before We Headed to The Library To Watch Discovery Channel. And woah, We saw kenny on the way.. And Woah Behold! Jeremy's in the library too! Sure I Love Company, but Dang, The Coincidence Caught me By Suprise. Lol, And theres Kenny, His Head is popping about unexpectedly in the library. My Heart Almost Stop Beating.. Cause like.. Aiyahhh.............
Later On I went to meet Ji Xing As I Stone there, as he ate and talk to me Abt Initial D. Confession: I was Getting Bored. And I wasnt really Paying attention to him..
French class was.. Fun? Or is it tiring. I was to sian to notice.. But I was "motivated" to study French Now, considering test is only A week away.. Still Have to Copy 100 times For Some French grammer... sian.......................................
Anyway, Had my Haircut. Kiss the beanie and specs Goodbye (for now)
"I'll Never break your heart" by Bsb
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Monday, July 26, 2004
Let me feel the way you're feeling. Without it, It hurts Me So Much more....
I don't know what he does to make you cry, But I'll be there to make you smile.
I don't have a fancy car, To get to you I'd walk a thousand miles.
I don't care if he buys you nice things Does his gifts come from the heart.
I don't know, but if you were my girl I'd make it so we'd never be apart.
But my love is all I have to give Without you I don't think I can live I wish I could give the world to you..
But love is all I have to give..
When you talk, does it seem like he's not Even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problems I'll try my best to kiss them all away...
Does he leave when you need him the most? Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please...I'm on my knees Praying for the day that you'll be mine!!
But my love is all I have to give Without you I don't think I can live I wish I could give the world to you..
But love is all I have to give..
To you..... Hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more - inside All the money in the world Could never add up to All the love I have inside I love you
And I will give it to you All I can give, all I can give Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give.
But my love is all I have to give Without you I dont think I can live I wish I could give the world to you But love is all I have to give...
-to you-
All I Have To Give
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Sunday, July 25, 2004
Thinking Of you..........
-Sat-
Morning Went to Posb To Check If ACC Posted the 50 bucks in my bank which I Won in the lyricist competition. man, this is 2nd prize.. 1st prize was $150! 3 times the amount! How uncool is that.... Well, least i got somethin..
Sorta was dragged to Sentosa, No Sun (drizzling), And kinda empty at Siloso beach being a weekend. People go beach to play, But because the Weather was windy and cold, I ended up sleeping.. lolx
Nothing much actually today, usual get together, family gathering was held in East coast (bbq). Siang, Yee And I Were like sitting by the bbq pit because it was really cold. We were just cracking lame jokes and talking bout' life.. Grandpa kept saying i never accompany them for family gathering even though i was there for family gathering bout' 5 times in a row.. sigh..
-Sunday-
Nothing at all, wokeup around 12, Slept like a pig. Copied Some notes from my green book to the Foolscap. Downloaded every single song By Dashboard Confessionals. The Songs Are really Good.. The Guitar Are even better... Just Regaining energy for the next day..
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Friday, July 23, 2004
In Sight, We Don't talk much. But I Hope Through These Eyes.. Our Constant glances, We Could Communicate.. Understand each other through The Heart....
When i wokeup this morning. 99% of me said "Pon School! Stay At home! The Lessons on Friday Sucks!" But After A While.. A part of me Yearns to go to school.. Wants to go to school so so badly.. And Looking forward to it.
Finally I Lugged My Heavy bag, And myself to the Classroom. As I expected. Half The class Had died, And so few of us were present. What a pityful sight. We didnt Do much For E.d, Just Did Dimensioning.. Tables.. bah... Some of us were Chatting, Others were cracking cold Jokes. One of them Was Drawing.. Me? Im Just looking... and dreaming.. and looking.. @ The Sky.. The cloud.. The Palm tree.. A tropical island Where I May Find Peace And Paradise.
Everything just sorta "popped" When we were told to do our tutorial or something. After that We had A Long Break And I took out my laptop, And played the song "Dancing through my life" From The Musical Wicked. Of course, It Was for Mei En And C.k To Hear. C.k Love it alot, Which did suprised me a lil'. However Being the "me" In class, I Exaggerrated My Reactions to stuffs. Which was by accident of course.. It Was A Another Me Whom Would be accepted by some of my classmates. Come to think of it.. it wasnt really that of a big deal =\ Mei En Didnt say much. Just Replied that the song was nice.
Kah Heng's away to Malaysia, C.k's Ponning lesson and Kenny Went Home to have a change of clothes. How uncool is that?!? -sigh- Still, I see a Silver Lining amongst the dark rainy clouds. On the contrary, Things Couldnt Get any better =)
Alas, life isn't smooth sailing all the time. I was With Jeremy, Wei Hong and.. Daniel? I hope I Got the names Right. Its been Weeks, And I still didnt know all their names. I Still cannot differentiate whose Daniel And Wei Hong! Anyhow, Whenever I tried to have a conv. With 1 of them, Im ignored. lol.. They've Been cracking alot of cold jokes during the 2 hrs break. Some of them are even funny.. Still.. Cause' Im usually A listener, Those who know me Understands im not one Who speaks Much.. Unless Its someone Whom I can talk intimately to When I Have the chance.. Guess I Lost My Tongue during the break. If Im only born As A Joker, But Im Not. I Was the shy type during my childhood days. And look at me now -grins- Im even told to soften my voice at times. =p But A lepord cant change its spots. I dont speak through the brain, I speak through the heart. Whatever it is, A part of me had never Never Enjoyed The BreakTime So much.. And I Would Do it Again.. and again.. Forever
When i was about to head for home, I got an sms from Xing, Asking me to attend Gab's Birthday Dinner. Tired and Doubtful, I tagged along. But the smile was all true when I met the few of them up. Mother Foong, The couple Xing And Ying, Big Guy Julian, Gab and his Bro.
We Ate @ Gold Coast, His Dad Restaurant. But the atmosphere Was kinda sour as Gab And Ying Had A few Heated "conversations" And Xing, In 1 way or another, Was sandwich In between.. I Really Wish i could Help. But All i could Do was Bring their attention Away or talk about a new topic. Thank God I Took Oral Communication, It Helps =) Now Im Home, Happy That the weekend is finally.. Here!!!!
But Still......................................................If tomorrow Never Comes....
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Thursday, July 22, 2004
There's No Success without "U". I can't explain, its only you in my mind.
Woah, For Starters, Pro E Was a total crap quiz sensation. 25 mins. I spend 5 mins. figuring Why i can't regenerate a Stupid circle. Looks like knowing how to do da stuffs aint good enough. Practice Practice.. tsk tsk.. Being me, Upon my fruitless attempt in doing the quiz, I started looking everywhere and noticed someone stoning in front of the computer screen. Initially, i thought she was Doing well for the Quiz. Then A Comment struck me. "Er.. How come i cannot save ah.. Still doing circle" Someone seems to be recovering, I need to be more subtle. I talk to much. -grins-
Learnt my lesson lo.. I need my dosage of humble pie before Im Able to Focus on my work again. Im seeing Laziness Sprouting out of my head. Guess that explains Why I wear my Black beanie around huh. Anyway, I was told that my "old self" look better in some Year-old Neo Prints. Yah, the Side parting. Though My weight have been constantly at 60kg. I was told to be thinner in the past.. And Im sure kenneth and company will so disagree in that lo. Does that mean I look thinner when Im Fat??!? Whats the logic in that? lol.. For the rest of Pro E lesson, We were all Drawing Models of "Swiss Cheese Submarines" Least it looks like it. Learnt how to plot holes here and there, smoothen/ chamfer edges bla bla bla.. Kept surfing the internet, hence never pay attention.. Almost couldnt catch up when everyone else was listening, Really hated myself for that.. Going to sudy harder...
Now trying to dl songs From the musical"wicked". Yesterday my desktop was going 24kb/s. now i cant even find any source to dl my songs from warez... Gonna slack a while before I Study...
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Hm.. Just Done with pro E Test.. crap la, lol
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Hm... Sore throat getting worst...
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All these.. I think Cause' You're the reason....
Currently home.. Just had my forty winks Before Waking up again.. Awoken by my Mum, Shes Always Yellin at the top of her voice for No good reason.. -grumbles- Well.. Dont Mess with me when Im sleepy.. -grins- Well.. Today Had 4 Hours Of EAT lesson. So much things to learn, So lil' time to understand. I remembered complaining and Crapping with Kah Heng Throughout the lesson. Quite funny ba.. lol.. Today more people were getting Sick, More people Coughing, More peoples sneezing. I, Myself Have Had A sore throat that lasted for almost 2 weeks. Well Natrually... Someone's trying to compete with me Whose Sore throat is worst. Kept Eating Fries today when havin a cold.. hahaha...
Well.. Gonna Whip myself a bowl of instant Ramen Noodles, Just had one meal today. Not As "steady" as last time. To think I could have gone 3 days without food without a problem In da past.. o well, Ill end here.
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Hey, Its Cloud number 9..
Currently, at this very moment, Im havin a grin from ear to ear.. Heh heh..
Anyway, I missed my 1st lesson by accident, Wokeup late, Shaved, tried Spiking my hair, Ruffling it. And walah, I look like satan from hell With spiky hair from each side of my head. In short, bad hair day. So what did i do? I combed side parting, Reallly lookin innocent n all. haha..
Well, Most of the lessons were boring today. French was o--k. I learnt bitch in french. haha.. "Beau Cul Belle Guele", Maybe its a phrase ill be using pretty soon.. -grins-
Because The class's grammer and numbers n stuffs all SUCK. The lecturer decided to do it over n over again until we get it through our skull. Pretty much the usual lo.. Got Pro E. Test on thursday.. and french test 2 weeks later.. argh.. Just Dont tell me Eat test can le.. Well.. Studied Eat in the library today. Though Im still absorbing chapter4.. Hoping to clear all that by tmr. Making tmr "revision day" Groan... But Ill Make sure ill give myself well deserve rest next few days.. or weeks.. or maybe.. heh heh.. just joking.
Here i am Slacking My head off day after day. I wonder.. Anyway, Think I'll end here. Looking forward to school everyday..
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Monday, July 19, 2004
Life.. what's life?
Had Monday Blues As Everyone dragged themselves to class again. Event of the day is Mei En Being sick -grins- And As I stepped into class. I see 1 or 2 guys, And a Sick Gal in Yellow T Sneeezing Her head off. Lucky sitting behind. So didnt need to worry bout cough or anything like that. Huey Wen was sitting beside her though saying she has SARS later on during Engineering Drawing. Felt she should have stayed at home.. Her cold seem to be getting worst. Hope Her cold would Subside After her sleep.. Take care Girl.. Well, EAT was PURE TORTURE. I mean, Not the Work i mean.. But its the yabber jabber out of the lecturers mouth. Its to die for man.. Kah Heng And me Kept Getting Shot at by the lecturer for talking to much, which was quite true.. Though half the time we were talking about what his teaching.. -grins-
Still Got Loads And Loads And LOADS of Leftover revision and Work that have been left stagnant.. Being The Usual Slacker.. I gotta rid of all and clear up this stupid mess of workload latest Thursday -grumbles- >=\. Maybe I'll Spend my time In the Library to Rid of all the work.. Maybe..
I wanna go Watch "Private Parts" By Michael Chiang. Its Supposedly to be a Comedy Musical. But these days, Finding that certain someone whom I can enjoy such a Musical With are few and in between...
Happy, Slacky And Full of thoughts =
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Though Today's E.a.t Lesson was tough, It Aint Boring considering we Did Tutorials and Practical Experiments. Starting To Like The 4 hour lesson too. Everyones not talking, But crapping now.. Well, At least its Kah Heng And me. And this time, I Paid Attention. -grins- And Everyones morales an all tim high Courtesy to my supply of Lemon Warheads! But They Said Watermelon's better so im bringing it tmr. for the class. Spending a few bucks for a Pack of Sweets Have never been so worthwhile. C.k Got Hurt While Playing with the Pneumatic Cylinder. Mei En Helped Him With his Wound.. Actually it isnt that much of a big deal I felt. All he Had to do was to hold on to the wound. he end up squeezing out more blood. Lol, Go Figure..
Well.. I enjoyed school overall, But what made me really chirpy was that today's the collection date for my new specs! Yah.. Like When I was chattin with Mei En, My New Specs And Snow cap Dont Make Me Look The Best, More like the other way round. But then again, Its Soo Comfortable. And hassle free! Not really sure how well i look.. I guess its up to u guys to decide.. Whatever the comments May Be, Damn I love this pair of specs! Chrome Tilted frame.. Its Matches the Cap And gives And Okay look, But With My Normal Hairdo, The Specs Look Really in place! wohoo!
Still.. I can't Help But to feel Disturbed. Why? E.a.t is Soo hard! 1st time I ground myself on a subject so hard.I do understand the basics, But that's all there is.. Then we r going to book 2 next week. its really quick! Anyway Bought A new Game For My 3 hours break tmr. Its Called State of Emergency, You Go Around killing ppl like Gta, Quite fun la.. Sadis. sia... -grins-
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Well, Back here blogging again. Thing's were kinda swell today. Kee Gay Came To Np To Visit the whole lot of us today. Slacked for abt 3 hrs because UFS Lesson Was canceled! I Hope they dont have a makeup for it on a Sat. or after school... Anyway, With Kailiang, Sylvester and Sean, we Supposedly Bio Gals all the way. A Chuckle And Laughter came out from me When Kailiang said Year1 buisness Gals Cannot Make it, Only Know how to wear thick makeup. Haha.. Aside that, I was reform back into the Old, boring, Mouthless guy Who Dont talk at all, the total Opposite from how Im Like In Class. Inferiority Complex? habit? Paranoia? Or Simply Im Just Tired And couldnt be Bothered.. I dunno. But I definitely Welcome the presance of the guys..
French Class is Seriously Quite tough.. Learning the Verbs, To Be, To have, Present tense.. All in 1 lesson. Talk About Crash Course. Sat alone while My classmate sat together(cause i came late) Almost Kanna Punishment By Doing Pumping Together with Raphael. Somehow we were marked by the teacher. I keep having this feeling he didnt Like me Since 1st day of lesson even though his all smiles. Think im getting paranoid... Anyway, things Could Have been worst. Thanks To Mei En, I had French Books Throughout the lesson =)
Well, Past few Days Did Experiments, Work.. more Work.. And Played Heroes 4. Though I know Work And Play Is Just A Form of Escape, but Hey, i Aint Complaining, I'm Feeling good Abt it. And Im Doing Well In my Studies! Feelings Can Wait, Just Do Whatever A Free Man Wishes to Do.. Still...
Anyway, I feel like geting the Game NeverWinter Nights. Rpg Game with Abit of fantasy And Magic. 15 Bux for 3 Pirated Discs. But Then Again. Been Spending alot of money On My Cap, The 250Bux Specs.(which I hope its really worth it) Finally, I can go collect it tmr after school! My Hair-do And Contacts Days Are over! Still, I'll Sure to create a scene when my classmates see me. Yah, Ppl usually Judge A person Character by the way they are dress, or the way they look. But i know However Much I change myself. I'll Still be me. At Least I Know Im Not the only one whom think this way. Sometimes We are one of a kind, and that there wont be anyone like us in the world. Still, when it comes to Mindset, Opinions and such. Ive Found Someone Whom I can relate to.
The Skies Not That Dark After all...
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Saturday, July 10, 2004
Earlier on during the day I Had A really Long And enjoyable Conversation With Zul. "Like I was Saying, When Chiang Wei, Dustin And I took the Mrt Home, I asked them, "Something's Missing here..." Both Of them looked at each other and Answered, "Eugene.." ."
So were the same reaction From My Ex-Class During the last term... "Same here..", I thought.. Although it was A Short 1/2 year, And Our class never did Hang out together outside school. But I really do miss the crap and slack' times We've Had. Being An All guy classes, Its impossible to Keep Your Mouth free from vulgarities. lo.. Times where we'd just Go crazy in class Yelling and shouting when we're stressed out from studying, Or simply, Sheer boredom. The times we'd Suan each other.. It was rich.. And a Non Forgettable experiance. If I were to start talking about the past. a handful of entries isnt going to be enough.
I'll never forget the Sentosa Chalet.. And the recent steamboat we had During Dustin Birthday. Lol, Chicks' Scanning.. Or simply chilling, Always going about in such a big group. No1 to fear, No fear of anything, heh heh.. The School Is our playground.
This Year's class, p1p5, have to admit, Isn't as rowdy, As in We Dont Shout out loud (considering its always the 4 guys, C.k, Kah heng, Kenny and me) But Damn, We Are A daring Bunch. Its been like what? 2 weeks? Poured a Bucket of water over kenny as he was doing his buisness -grins- Dared each other getting gal's numbers'.. Teased C.k When As he went wooing this girl in another poly(though he live in Malaysia!) Aside Us Were the 2 girls, Huey Wen And Mei En, Whom Always Kanna Shot At By The class. I still remembered asking them Why They Always seem isolated and not sitting around with the other guys. the answer was, "ya lo, Always sitting away from us, then they sit in a group, Like we got aids or something." lo! But Everything Changed Since Kenny And I Came To this class this year. Somehow, We Brighten up the atmosphere, somehow.. hm.. Went to K.a.p as a class few days back, and it was the first time that ever happened since the 1st year, man! I cant imagine how dull the class was like last time! Well, All's Changed. In Every Class, We'd Crap Like Mad, Joking and laming, Yet Everyone unknowingly Studied very hard. The Class? Or is it just me.. Regardless, I've changed, Studying more and more, Wanting to know anything that I don't know. And not wanting to know anything that i Don't bother to know.
Well, The peer pressure is high, But yah, Im loving every second of it. The 4 of us, The 2 "whiny" Gals, and that studying group. Hope Everything stay this way the next few years, I don't know,
Maybe.
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Friday, July 09, 2004
Its the weekend once again, Tons of Schoolwork to catchup as usual. Now its a Matter of practice, practice and more practice.
Life is that unexpected. With Friends, There Are times We'll talk about Ambitions, Future, Dreams, How we gonna be like so on and so forth.. There Are those who Lay the path, And walk on them. Others Lay a beautiful path in front of them, And Due to Setbacks, Walked into The Valley Of Death. And theres the miniority, Eccentric, Fickle Minded, Ambitious yet Lazy. They Lay A beautiful Path Walked 1/4 of it. Tie A Blindfold, Spin A few rounds and Walk aimlessly into darkness. Some Died Along the way, While others Took off the blindfold, and lay a new path ahead.
If I was Told To Use 1 word to describe My Current Life, It Would Be "freestyle". Its Like Filling In the gaps Between life. Its not something You Could Say In a few Words. Life.. Really, Go Figure. Happy? Maybe. Sad? Maybe. -grins- But Damn, It Can be really really really interesting.
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Just Wokeup Not Long Back, My Stomach's Acting weird again since I ate Eunos Laksa Yesterday morning. Nausea, Fever, Diaherrea and lotsa fatigue. Need to Nurse Myself back to health Somehow. Any remedy?
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Been A Very Very Very Tiring Day today, Well, Not as bad as yesterday, Considered I ran A moderate fever then. Feeling better right now though. Todays Lesson Was A Total Bore. Man, I Almost died! Well, Amongst The fustration And Boredom, Frequent Chuckles And teasing *and dirty jokes* Were Amongst The Class. Joking About The Majority who were nodding off to sleep, Cursing and swearing behind the teacher's back. Aye, The Bitter-sweet feeling is a consolation. So Much Revising to do! Its only a week+ And my Lecturer covered almost a whole book =.= Sigh, Lotsa catching up to do.
My Desktop and laptop are up and running, Feelin Reaal Smooth.
Hmm.. Most Probably Changing my appearance by the end of the week. Snow Hat(No Need to Fix hair), Specs.(No need Contacts) And Big Shirt(Comfy Comfy Comfy =p). Well, As Much As i like My current appearance, But It'll b so much easier waking up late, wearing a cap and puttin on specs, n its off to scl! Well, See how things go i guess.. Au Re voir
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Friday, July 02, 2004
Dont Trace Back the footsteps which were left behind, cause it had been nothing but a memory. One Which Had been eroded By Time. Just Keep walking Forward even if you have no idea where is your destination lies. Just Move on. Even When You meet difficulty along the way, Been hurt, Or injured, Just Move on..
Never did I Dream the day I would actually put all my heart in my studies. All troubles seem to just fade away. Well, Least for now. Live and let life flow by. And If anything Interesting Comes by, All the better, If not, Move on man... move on. Im More aware of every single thing Im Doing now, Lil' Or Big. Its Been a Very, Very Tiring Week. Not that Im Complaining, But Its been an eventful one. Aside from Studies and S.Y.F. I got to know my class better today. Having a 2 hour break in the afternoon. Kah Heng Came up with a Dare where the loser of open numbers need to go Get a telephone number from a girl, and to call her back. He Lost. heh heh.. After following him around the school for an hour, he finally did it. Well, it was for the fun so..
Somehow, I Much More quiet these days. Only Speaking when there's a need. Topics always revolove around, schoolwork, experiances, S.y.f. Events of the day.. yup.. Had A long talk with Mei En, Anything And everything We can comeup with during that 2 hours. While the other guys Kept daring each other to ask girls tel. numbers in the atrium. Serious man, They Got guts, heh heh. From Singaporeans to Chinese Foreigners. Lol.
A Home is not a place to brood over life. Now, Its a studying and sleeping sanctuary. You study, you sleep, (and mebbe abit of exercise). Whatever we take heart in learning, regardless studies, or whatever. Its Bound to be useful next time. Socially and Acdemically, You Just Have to be at the right place, at the right time. Im So Badly Wanting As In All My Subject this year. Call it a late resolution, But There's no harm in thinking Big.
i guess all that im left with right now is to find a cca? Im really wanting to join one which dont involve me in being sporty. But there is an urge.. just a small 1. Just waiting to see if Scc and roteract club is going to send me a mail regarding any upcoming events. If not, May join Rope Adventure course, yah, Heights, knots and Fitness, All of which I suck in Totally. Still, I really have nothing to lose right now.
Going for S.y.f peformance tmr. 2 free ticket. 1 for me and one is free. Do not know any music fanatic, So Im Really not sure what to do with the ticket. Worst come to worst think Ill give it to my Dad.
Drained out, Guess some shut eye will do the trick, Then A warm home cooked dinner and its back to work. Au Re voir =)
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Thursday, July 01, 2004
Can't say Ive Found A nicer song for my blog yet =\ Ahha.. So.. Whats new?
Morning
School starts at 9, and nowadays Im Having a weird habit of leaving my house always at 6.20... I went to Eunos Hawker Centre To Buy A bowl Of laksa for breakfast. Shiok!! Took Mrt to school later as I Played Dai Dee With My Hp, While Blasting My Ears With Rnb, Rock And techno. However, I Somehow kept repeating the only quiet song "You were meant for me" By Jewel, on the discman. Its Lyrics and melody is so simplistic yet Meaningful. Jewel Kilcher Rocks!!!
There I was Sitting Down, Revising my Basic Thermodynamics Before lesson (considering i did arrive an hour earlier..) However, The effore was proven futile, 1st lesson, Chapter 6. Gas Cycle.. Dammit -.- Well, Its All about maths and more maths, So It wasnt much. Did pretty fast as lesson today seem ez. Damn funny, Guys all sat on the left, Whereas the 2 girls, Mei En And Wen Sat On the right. "So this is my new class for this year", I thought. I Continued to Explain Some Question From the tutorial To C.k. But seriously, Some of the guys in my class very "chinese kind", and their looks remind me of catholic high Special Stream Students. Wasnt much fun joking with them Aside from Kah Heng, C.k, Kenny. The Malays Were Damn Funny, But na, I couldnt b bothered to socialise that much.
Got to know the class better, Spoke slightly more, Yet i was still pretty much quite quiet. Aside from the casual Conversations And Hearty Laughter. Half day gone. Very tired =.= Oh yah, I went to eat at SIM TODAY!! 1st time and God.. Food Fitted for kings! Anytime better than the 5 canteens in out poly! Jeremy Brought me there, Met him coincidentally during my 3 hour break. Because he just finished school, He dragged me to his group and brought me there to lunch, Ahahhaa... Western food Munchies. Damn they were good. And evr'y 1 was laughing their heads off making dumb and cold remarks. And remember, 2 dollar french fries is ALOT there!
Well, I went to meet my class after lunch and the Talks werent as bad! I started asking them whose taking french this term and We were speaking like mad. lol.. I was lucky to get a good french lecturer for my module. He thought me alot, Whereas C.k And Mei En Claims that their Lecturer is Chio! Half German and French!! i was like WOW!! But she never teach them much for the 1st lesson. Thaught C.k how to speak "Im 19" And "Im single" In French. Pretty Useful words? Hahahaha...
Had Cad lesson later on, Learnt to use Pro Engineering program. Im Good in Autocad lo, Dunno why I screwed up this time. Maybe I was talking too much? Very very likely.. Luckily I Had 2 classmates who waited for me, Didnt need to walk out of school alone. The school compound isnt very cmall you know. -grins-
Basically, Study,eat,sleep,study,and sleep again in bus. Haha, Im Damn lazy today, Didnt feel like Running at when i reached Home.
Im So happy My Desktop is workinG! And all my Mp3 are still there because it was all transferred to another drive, Hearing The Cranberries-never grow old. The Sound Blaster And Sub Woofer Rocks!! Im Drunk In Music, And my prodikeys is also working, Its harder than i expected to create the melody. Because the keyboard is sooo small, And lack of black n white keys. Im Sure I can make do with it and cook up with some great tunes soon =\
Still thinkin what cca to join.. Outward bound? Rope Adventure? The 2nd 1 sounds pretty good. My current Roteract and Scc isnt half as bad, but damn inactive.. aiyah.. Dunno la.. Sleep le. Tmr then say, Thats all. Au re Voir
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