Sunday, June 27, 2004
Artist: Vi3
Eyes Closed So Tight
Yeah...it's been so long(oh)
I find myself still thinkin' about you.
Do you ever think about me?(ever think about me)
Check this out girl
All those nights that we kissed
Are the nights that I miss
Holding hands as your man for sure
We were young but secure
What we had was so pure
Innocence ever since we spoke
[Hook:]
Why do we fall in love
When love will only tear us apart
Back then the world was ours
Everything was so right(yeah)
[Chorus:]
But we were kissing with our eyes closed so tight
So young and feeling so right
Never thought that we could do wrong
Oh we were kissing with our eyes closed so tight
So young and feeling so right
I can't believe that those days are gone(Yeah,I miss you baby)
So much pride as my girl
Thought I showed you the world
Memories,you and me,so real(so real)
Gave my heart and my soul
Made you sunshine from cold
All those days,far away from here
[Repeat Hook]
[Repeat Chorus]
I still think about you,hear me out...
We danced so close, we held on tight(yeah)
I never knew that love could feel so right
We danced so slow, we danced all night(aah)
Assuming that tomorrow would be bright
We kissed goodnight, you walked on by
The vision of your shadow caught my eye
My life stood still, you went inside
I never got to say my last goodbye (say goodbye)
Ohhh we were..
[Repeat Chorus x2]
I still can't believe it(no no)
After all this time(all this time)
I'm still missing you
Damn, some things will never change...
posted @ 3:12 PM
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Saturday, June 26, 2004
New Found Glory-Who Am I
Back From Karaoke and Josline's Chalet. Thanks to some lil' accident, My legs Been Had Pretty Good. I'll walk and live though. Been the best and worst holiday yet? lol.. Its a New Start And To The People Whom Yet to Get better grades!! Im so looking forward to the new term! Also Will Be starting Work In Mdm Wong At Mohammad Sultan just as a server. Should Be Monday, Friday, Sat. Anyway, A month 1st. See how things go lo..
So what Im Looking forward to? Just these
-The few peeps im always botheres with
-Working and studying, And feeling good with both, long term?
-I was thinking about song composing. But damn, Doubt theres the time. It'll be secondary.
-I really want to get rid of my stomach... hahaha..
-Lucky charm? But I would have spent all my money by then. -grins-
-Im thinking of getting a snow cap tmr., but something of a much thinner material. I really think I wouldnt be bothered abt my hair.
-Some other personal aims 1 or 2 would know. But it wouldnt be Fun if i said them out. Let time speak for itself. Hopefully... Hopefully....
posted @ 1:08 AM
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
Frankie J--From the outside looking in
Just came home from Dustin's B-day celebration. Nothing much i guess. Went to Rush to hear abit of techno after our class steamboat. Now its going to be 4 and Ive just decided to attend My scl's Syf Rehearsal at 1230 tmr. hm... have to leave by 1045? get ready 1015... -groans- ah welll....
Going for Josline's Chalet tmr night. And there's that karaoke thing With Wei Wei They all. Where am I Gonna Find the cash for all That??!? hahaha. time will tell ba.. time will tell =) Better sleep 1st.. School's starting...
Can't wait.. I guess.. Sigh. Zzz....
posted @ 3:39 AM
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Joe-Angel(Euro Exclusive Remix)
At 4 sharp. Saw myself stood outside 2 old buildings. One is Mdm Wong, The Other is called Angel. Walls With Shades of grey Accompanied with Lines Of cracks. I wondered how long these buildings had stood here. Continued to wonder, the days ahead with work and studies. Am I able to juggle what I throw myself with?
I walked in.
Aside from seeing a girl wiping the tables. In Front of me was a Medium built Guy, Smartly dressed, in his Mid.age I guess. I was later given a application form to fill in my details. I was given an interview with the In-charge later. Although I'm yet to be informed if Im Given the job, I was given a rather detailed overview of the job scope. Beig it my 1st time, I stood there for quite awhile before All My curiousity was satisfied.
All I have to do now is wait.
posted @ 7:33 PM
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Monday, June 21, 2004
"Finding Myself" By Smile Empty Soul
Everyone needs to grow up at some point of their life. Or is am I just Being foolish? Time will tell. Lookup some jobs today, Here's my order of it.
Mdm Wong--Server. Mohammad Sultan
Jap. Restaurant--Waiter. Opposite SIA Building
Cheers--Cashier? Steps from my house
So Of all the "decent" Jobs, Why All the way to Mohammad Sultan? Its Always Good to try Something New. A Place Bustling with excitement 6 days a week Filled with Ongoing Music Till the dawn. So what? Bartender? Lol, Picture the Amount of Liquor Wasted From Broken Bottles. =P I think I'll still make it as a Server. Just hoping to get the job. Going for the interview tmr. Wish Me Luck.
Didn't think Cheers is a Good Idea. Sitting there on your ass all day taking Money or Rearranging Goods. I'll Never Last. lol..
So why Find work before school Starts? I need Some Kind of Beckoning, Something to remind me my time is Limited That i need to make use fully out of it. Hence, Maybe Appreciate the Remaining time I have to study? Maybe. Something that could Burn My Hours Which I'd waste at home Gaming, Sleeping, gaming, chatting, Sleeping, gaming, chatting.. Anyway, I'll try it out for a month and see how it goes.
Anyway Hours After Sending Ken. And Kailiang To Changi Airport (Me being late), Got An Unknow Number appeared on my phone. Realising it was Li Jun. Hm.. I was thinking "Should'nt she be in Singapore?"
lol.. As We chatted, I Found Out She's Having A Great time, And She's Adapting to her Area Pretty Well. Hence, She Wont be Coming back to Singapore Anytime Soon. An Active Girl Whom Is the Vice president of The Astronomy Club in Caulfield Junior College. At the Same Time, Her Studies Have Been like As and Bs? Haha.. Ever met anyone Who moves house by the months? -grins-
All the Best To Benson And Li Jun =)
posted @ 8:23 PM
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
And I stood there thinking, Wondering what is it that had always been going wrong. Only Conclusion I can come up in my 19 years is Some Difficulties in life are just "meant to be". Everyone tackles obstacles differently. Some Crumbles it slowly, Smart ones Climb Over them. Whereas the reluctant few Turns away from their difficulty and backtrack. Deciding that taking The Longer Route may be better.
Temptations. Too much leads to lusts and Greed. Too little And You'd bore your way through A part of your life. I'd Bore it through, knowing "alternatives" may mildy Satisfy My Inner Soul. Though it causes slight Disturbance to the mind. Aye.. A mind is too complex, really really too complex. It Fiddles With your Thoughts, And Fondle with your feelings. "FRAGILE"--HANDLE WITH CARE (Easier said than done)
Ultimately, Is is Always the Harsh, Practical, and yet Realistic ways always the way to Bring Dreams, out into a form of atoms and particles. Dreams where not only you can see. But its something where other can look, feel, touch, To be Touched, To Be inspired. Im not one who believes in doing things the "proper" way. I believe in using Weird and Different methods to Gain what i Want. At least, I know I tried. Alas, the Fruitless results. But Yet, We Learn. Im Starting to Crawl Back to reality, Scraping of Weird Mindsets from the painted wall. Seeing "solutions" And so called "Answers" behind it. Problem is, Is this the correct answer I'm Finding? Or do i Simply Need to re-paint this Wall again and again.. Until I finally Settle with Something I always wanted. Do I have the time, Chance, Heart and soul to do it?
We Live and learn. Or We Leave.. And learn?
posted @ 11:36 PM
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Saturday, June 19, 2004
Its Been A long time since I log an entry, Here goes =)
Today, Together with Joseph, We met Wei Wei at Somerset Mrt So celebrate her birthday Which lies on Saturday. Before Heading for Karaoke At the building beside cineleisure. We waited for Wendy, Kai Ling, Celine And some of her other friends She'd later introduced to us.
Things Were really a bother in the start. The Songs there were really really back-dated. Didnt have My Fav. Song from Jay Chou =\ Though there's "Lou Xia Nei Ge Nu Ren" and "lian Xi". Searching Songs Were really Difficult and troublesome, And I had difficulty recognising the words. After Wei wei Ordered the 1st Batch of beers. Everyone started to lighten up. lol.. 1st time singing with a "high" head. But Did o-k i guess. As time flies by Laughter filled the room though 3 of them had left during Midnight. Joseph, Kai Ling, Wei Wei, Wendy and me Are the only People left. But The fun had just started, Everyone were damn tipsy. Joseph ran to the loo like mad, Our Singing was atrocious and everyone Staggered like Snakes! ahaha.. Even Chatted with the Staffs there, Adeline and some other girl, Whom Had every intention Of Getting Wei Wei Drunk. Lol.. After everything we went outside of the lobby And Sat/lie down for awhile. No one was in condition to walk. After we sent Joseph home, We walked to 24hr Kopitiam And had food before we went home. Things cant get any better than this =)
posted @ 4:18 PM
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Lonely hours, Lonely days,
Never meant to drive you away from me,
I shouldda listened to ya lady and what you had to say, If only...
I never knew how much you feel for somebody after you've let them go (let them go)
And you find out that it's too late to let your feelings show (feelings show)
And even though I've done u so wrong
Don't you know, like I know, baby...
You see you've got the key to my heart, girl
Unlock me and take all my feelings apart
Coz when u said you had to leave, had to go away,
You closed the door on me; you threw away the key...
I'm starting over; I'm feeling down,
Still can't believe that you're not around.
I shouldda been there for you, baby..
But now I'm crying on this melody tonight...
I didn't realize that there is no other remedy to end this pain (end this pain)
But if you come back in my life then maybe I can start to live again (live again)
And even though you're being so strong
Don't you know, like I know, baby...
You see you've got the key to my heart, key to my heart girl
Unlock me and take all my feelings apart
Coz when u said you had to leave, had to go away,
You closed the door on me; you threw away the key...
And everyday and night I'm thinking about you constantly
Now I know for sure how much you really mean to me, yeah
Sometimes I get a rush and I see, how we were meant to be, lady...
You see you've got the key to my heart, key to my heart girl
Unlock me and take all my feelings apart
Coz when u said you had to leave, had to go away,
You closed the door on me; you threw away the key...
"Key to my heart", Craig David.
posted @ 2:40 AM
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Thursday, June 03, 2004
True memories are not of mind and body, but those that remain forever written on the soul
Hm.. Just the thought of the day.. Well, i was reading the book Ravenheart today, by David gemmell. Just want to type out a part of the story to share it with anyone reading this. Well, edited most of it. Its a pretty long story
Jaim Grymauch Knew his prophecy which was laid down to him by The Wyrd.
1. To Obstruct the Court Sentencing Maev Ring's Death. Save Maev Ring, And To the rest of his Life happily with Her, Forever. But, Without the act of bravery, mentioned in 2, The Rigantes would Be Vanquished By the Varlish In due time.
2. To allow the sentence to go on. To End His life as he tries to save Maev Ring From the execution Spot. To be Killed by Huntsekker and the troops. And Having This Act Of bravery to touch the 2 races. Allowing some sort of truce And equality among them. Allowing Peace among man.
Whatever choice he makes, Jaim Grymauch Would Confess his love and Maev Ring Will Gladly accept it. A choice of happiness with his love one? Or To Sacrifice his life, Which will never allow him to experiance a love With the Woman of his dreams. Yet, He would Touched the hearts of the 2 races and bring everyone to tears. He chose 2. Of a Great man He is..
Though its just a story, It certainly is a good one.
posted @ 12:43 AM
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Here's some laughter for you. lol..
A doctor says to his patient, 'I have bad news and worse
news'.
'Oh dear, what's the bad news?' asks the patient.
The doctor replies, 'You only have 24 hours to live'.
'That's terrible', said the patient. 'How can the news
possibly be worse?'
The doctor replies, 'I've been trying to contact you since
yesterday'.
posted @ 12:36 AM
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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
We Only live once, So make it worth living. We either live it till you fully feel pleasure in it. Or one which is full of achievements. Friends.. they dont come cheap =P Usually, they are only aquaintance, So differtiate them wisely. Some friends want recognitions, others are there because You're lucky to have them. Its Always Shit in life which makes you ponder if Some people are What u call "a friend in need". But Lies And deception hides between Joys And happiness which u share with the others. Some friendships are destine to grow old with you. Other Just gets mouldy..
Usually, I feel Friendship will die when 2 people stop talking. This, Unfortunately is usually.. true. But I do know of a handful Who would Prefer me to SHUT UP and stop talking. And suprisingly, they are the ones Whom knows me the most. So really, Its only if you can have faith and trust in heart to realise That friendship is more than words. How many People gets to keep a friendship without talking? I guess im 1 of the very few. Lol, Some crazy holiday Ive been having.. Deceptions, "enlightenment", Pure crap talks, And Fond Memories. O ya.. Never go sentosa for so many times before. Either than the chalet, I think the other time was a waste of time. Guess Ill "try" to descipline myself and exercise more the next few days. And then there's 7 June... 1 week more.. A haircut.. A Really Reaally nice t-shirt (if there is). And ill need Tons of cash!!!! hm.. Since im broke. Guess Ill Do some reading this week.. Holidays always the best time of my life =)
posted @ 10:07 PM
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Dream... =)
posted @ 8:33 PM
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