Saturday, January 31, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERVIN!!!!!TMR'S UR DAY! Of course I comin la, Dun listen to Carmen's crap, lolx! ahh... Selamat Hari Raya? (Even if i know you wont be reading this =p)
Recap*
-Fri.
Wokeup Having Bad muscle aches round the thigh area. Still, Lessons were inevitable. Studies are improving, Though its by the lil' steps. Felt totally Stoned the whole day, Maybe Its The usual scl day? lol.. As usual I was fooling about during MMTA Lecture, only 1-2 ppl were listening in d class. Only did i Realise Xiangling, Roanna And another of my classmate were in the same class as me for the lecture oso, aside from maths. This is like 2nd, 3rd lecture? Talk abt being blur. lol.
All of us were fooling abt with tunnel program, gaming lil stuffs and Something bout' msn. Were talking about CCa's in scl too. Kinda Fascinated That Xiangling was in Wakeboarding, was told to go join the cca, But u know la, Not dont want to join the cca but... heh heh. Archery was another topic being brought up by Them. Didnt really absorb what they were saying, mebbe due to boredom. Yapz.
My Head went light during lesson and decided to go clinic after scl. Explains Why Im Stuck here Blogging.
Zz.. Can't Wait to see everyone tmr.. Im So Tired.
After Helping My dad Out, Came Home And chat like there's no tomorrow.. Like until 1am? from 8pm?, And yup, Been Gaming this Korean Multiplayer game called MU, Really fun.
Ken: Im wearing that Yellow collared tmr. You Lei? white polo again ah?
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Thursday, January 29, 2004
Had Is' Lessons Today, Sports And Wellness was totally perfect =p
Well, Then There Was Talking in front of d class for Oral Communication, For the 1st time My Tongue Was in Knots, Cant express myself even when i did the same topic last week. Nervous over something or someone in the class? Well, It Ain't My normal day..
Got to know My class better when we had lunch, It Was pouring All the Way...
Had ICA, Or was it IAC? Never mind. The teacher Didnt approve of me changing to another grp by giving me the excuse that the other grp was "too big", 6 ppl helping an orphange... Its All the more we can get more things done right? Better than My current grp. Where 2 of my members Never turn up, 1 transferred to another class. And the teacher ask me to "try to go for it".. Which is worst? Lack Of manpower or too much?
Reasoning Wif teachers Wont get u anywhere in Poly. They Just Shift the blames From people To People Till You get Dis. One Heck Of an interesting Experiance. lol
Ken: Sorry, I really cant go for the Movies, Been A very Busy Week For Me. Catch you this Sunday? thx, t.c
Simple Plan-- Perfect
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heh heh, 3 in the morning! I just wokeup From my sleep, that was like...8+? Lol. The Net Is so #@&$@& FAST! Really Was Very Exhausted. Tomorrow Is Sports And Wellness! Woot ^-^! Woah. BTF pratical Sucks Big Time, Those Retards Never took down My Attendance for The 1st time I Come. &^@%^#%#&*%^*!&@%. They actually called my home dammit! Maths And AMS Yet to be Understood. E-tech Yet to be revised. *Pulls Hair* t.t
Sean Paul- Get Busy
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Hmm... Jus had pratical Lesson with Carmen And Kervin.. Carmen's best can? Help us do all the stuffs and he realised his in the wrong grp. lol.. Was let off 1/2 and hr ago. Still can break for another 1/2 hr? 2more Hours of scl.. Going to re-learn some maths stuffs from Xing after scl. x.x
Leng: Changed ur nic, Now it has some meaning. Tell You Another Time
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Sunday, January 25, 2004
*shakes head* Lifes so funny at times...
Anyway, Totally slack the day away and now here I am Trying to finish My Maths, lol. The thought of going to school and all totally make me sian 1/2. Works Starting to pile liaoz.. Watched Last Samurai ytd, Veri nice show. Some moves Are similar to those Ive Seen in Xing's House *grins* Anyway, Just watched abit of Micheal Jackson on Tv? Heard This Song called Do what U do. Nice oldie. So sianz.. Haha =p
Tomorrow will be a better day...
Lena Park-Eternal memory
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Been visitings, out with n112, srvc. Things were okat... But.. Something's missing... and supposedly partying-turned-Movie With ken, kl and hanyuan. Watched Last Samurai... Everything Fun and all... But Somethings Missing...
Heck No Its Not Getting All Crazy Bout' Church Like the Crazy me of the Past, Heck No Its Not Endless Partying...
I fail to see the Bigger Picture, I can't see it.
As I watched Finish The Movie, I realised that Im Quite greatful how the night turned out.. Really.
Just Started to think.. And now.. Well...
Just Confuse... Where do I seek this... "thing"? Which would make me whole again.. Sorry God, But This Is not something that a prayer can solve, Its something that i need to sort in me....
I just Feel I got to make Bolder Decisions Now.. For my own sake.. I dont know what they are.. but I hope all will be revealed in time...
Upon My soul, I Lived A Life Of Lies
I'd Watched The ways I wasted The Countless Nights
Shallow thoughts Which Made me amazed,
Amused By Lil' things that come in my way
So I... I'd Try To Feel respected
Realising its Nothing But Rejections..
Between the lines, failing to see these signs
Leaving my living when My "i's Not in sight
I want to turn my life
Needing A second Chance
To redeem The Guilts Inside
but Really Its Just To Know
That I Ain't Feigning no more. I tried!
So Call Me By Name, Shame Me with Pain
I've Only To Make Up My mind.
A Balance Life, Changing My Course Of time
Writing A page, A History In Time.
tAiLspo0n--#Confused#
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Friday, January 23, 2004
Happy Chinese New year people!
No recaps today, Just Dedications to Ohana, Took me hell of thinking to cookup the right cocktail Names, So read up ppl!
SEX ON THE BEACH:
Sup bro, Its so fast huh, Another year liao. What has it been? 7 years of knowing each other?? Dunnoe how things happened but it Had Been Hell of a Crazy Year, Don't know we make each other cough how much blood liao, XD. Will Never Forget The Chalets, Remember Sento? That Jap Restaurant? Talking over Jap noodle wif Beer... jus perfect =) And the New Year Talk As we waited for the Mrt.. ahahahaa... *grinz* 1 more year To Bota head le. Im picturing ur aftermath of army/navy, Lean Mean Fighting, and Driving Machine! Take Care Man.
RED SNAPPER AKA KL:
The Soon-to-dye Red Snapping son of a @$^%@$%@$@*$&. Yah, Youve Been Driving Me up the wall all the time, Maybe causing me to Bang a Hole through it liaoz. But Still Amongst All That F-ing remarks you gave me And idiotic criticisms I said about u. At the end of the day We Still Stand on the same side Laughing. Thanks alot. Cya in scl. Take Care.
THE ZOMBIE AKA XING:
Why Zombie? The Cocktail Zombie, with a name drawn from the root of the West African Kongo word for "fetish," the Zombie rouses us to contemplate a behavior without the threat of unwise inspiration. I took A long time to Make it Sound Chim man! Heh heh.. Anyway, Ive Caused Wrongs here And there And well, Guess Theres No excuse That uve been pms-ing eh? haha.. What To say? Since scl days, His just there, and always there. A person Justified By his Own words. No need crapping here. take Care, cya
BEE'S KISS AKA KEE GAY:
Hey bro. Know why i called you this?? Unlike its warm winter counterparts, the Bee's Kiss is a cool, comforting and restorative. Saka Free hor. OH YAR, Someone Ang Bao Alot Right! Oops *exposed*. Pay UP! *grinz* Anyway, Even when I knew you in scl, Always been hell of a act innocent guai kia lo. Well, The last holiday we had during december changed. Everything I guess. After the chalet, Really felt that Its been Swell Spending time chatting wif you. And theres the new yr. countdown! Remember? Never see you so Wild Before, Seriously XD. but I had Alot Alot Of Fun. Thanx Alot.
Damn Shagged =p, More to come the next time ^-^
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Out With keegay,ken,john,xing and kl 2day to sakae? Yup.. Lousy servicing caused a lil revolt And comedy At Our empty table which Had nothing But small containers of soy sauce and chopsticks. Never to eat their Tampura Udon, Sux totally! heh heh.. Johns food Looks good, Same price n all. I got this Shirt oso which pretty much sums up what Ive wanted for this year cept for The Soon-to-come Light brown/beige Shoe Im Finding. Still Havent Find the Right type yetz.
Hair is so getting Long, i need to cut my hair. haha..
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Hm.. long day in scl n all, Wore a white cap to scl cause i had a bad hairday, Things r okay i guess.. Getting that yellow shirt from heeren tmr.. Hm.. Got reunion dinner somemore.. better make it a fast 1 after scl... hairs growing so long now? I need to find a day to cut it.. m....
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
Someone Give me a remedy For Guilt.. Its a High 9.5/10 today... Parents are always there when you need them.. Even the Most irritating ones.. Even If You Do not love them whole Heartedly.. Sigh.. Really.. Just fuck it. I have a decent family, Im doing well in scl, Nothing Mentally straining.. Abit of stress here and there.. But Just 1 sunday can make me feel so screwed up? Handphone gone.. My mum Is like gonna pass me her phone to use? But No shit i dont deserve it even if she agrees... Ever felt Like You hated someone So much to the core You could die seeing the persons face? And yet That person helps you all the time, Even If many of it have significant setbax.. Well.. here's 1... This sux.
Its only when You're being helped, And you feel guilty... And the Pain Comes with it.... Fuck it... Fuck it......
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Sighed.. No handphone liaoz.. Dont bother calling me next time ppl, Gone with the wind... whatever
*recap*
Went to Small guy's birthday after srvc., Almost Whole of ohana were there, Family warmth? lol...
How to say? not really sure too, So many stuffs happening at once. Ken n kl Were smashing the ps2 awae playing lotr. Comical lo... Laughing my ass off. Most Of the guys were watching soccer, wolves vs Man U. Dre' Was Pratically going to tear his hair can? haha, Repeatedly shouting "knn! Bring Out Giggs! Sub. that player! %^!$&^@%$@&" And there was darryl quietly watching the match with Nanny. Keegay was slacking on the floor watching the soccer match. Soon later Wolves score.. "GOAL!" And the guys Crowded round Keegay "GOAL!! GOALL!!!! KNN GOALL!!!!" All kick la, Punch la, All the nonsense... lolx.. Max, dre's dog Went up to keegay too, paused awhile And Went for keegay's kneecap. wahhaa..
The Girls were at the dining table where the food were. John Was there too, Seems that he'd blend in well with anyone. Once we saw leng, Darryl and me were pratically eyeing for the Sashimi sauce, I was pretty Sure Leng took notice of that.. lolx. The sashimi was Goooooood! Well.. Thats with the sauce... Pretty much reminded me the combination of peanut sauce and sashimi. Wel... i gues.. lol Introduced darryl to the poling too. He was swing so many times. Reminded Me of the Big Ben in London.. Bong.......... Bong............. Bong..........
Hm.. That reminds me.. Where did Liz vodka Go? Not that I like it, But somehow It the 2 bottles of drinks were like never there. Haha.. Dre, Stash it where sia. Nanny Was kinda blur too, $$ taken by the gals.. hee
Embassy Was A total Disappoinment... What can i say? haha.... Ken, Keegay: 2 words, Midnight Walkathon! =p
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Friday, January 16, 2004
Okay, Really lazy to blog the past few days. Starting to exercise More frequently cause The softball training Resulted Unbearable pain on my back, and my whole right leg. Lol.. Not bad la.. act zhai during mi sport =p Still.. ow...
Been Downloading alot of Music Recently, So many so many RnB Music.. the Range of songs and the beats to them are so Wide! Today after being introduced By a friend, the first nationally recognised Chinese rnb rapper/singer Frankie J. (by the way, he does nothing but pure english Cuts unlike The faker Pan wei Bo) His Music Are totally the best!
After hearing his songs, and also another artist called Baby Bash, really really felt inspired.. Will Try to put my heart in music and studies..
Frankie J and Baby Bash Have Gotta Be the best RnB Artist.
When Everyone, evry'thing seem so distant. Only The Love Of Music Stays here with me.
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Tuesday, January 13, 2004
So I started off my day with 8-10 studying? then break.. Then 11-6~ Well, Was in the same lesson wif kervin, Take care man, Nuff' of workout for the mean time yah? Somemore unwell n all... Hope to see you back in shape tmr... Cya tmr.
Hm.. Not as tired as monday, Really wondered why....
Lifes just as busy with work n all. Still, felt quite empty? like, the mind and all, Must b all the cramming of work in scl, haha...
Actually I didnt study That alot oso, Always on the com dunnoe doing what oso, dl music n all. Haha.. slacker =p
Mood? I dunnoe, realli.. Jus norm? I jus got a few very very great rnb songs.. Bring tears to the eyes... *sniff* haha..
Life can be so.. simple.. yet enjoyable? yup.. simple pleasures... still thats not what I want for forever.. Something more maybe... maybe.... Self descipline boy... self descipline...
With the growing hair on my head, ive calculated a Bad hairday by saturday.. Gonna expect loads of teasing, With scl fatigue n all, Guess I wouldnt give a f abt it, haha... Troublesome hair.. lol
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Sunday, January 11, 2004
Hey Darryl, this is totally for you, I thought ur Birthday Next week, been damn off...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! Really hoping to see you next sunday! thats if ur celebrating? Really Mixed with the news and all, So sorry!
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Firstly, Happy Birthday to QIU YUN and LUCAS! Never expect You 2 fall on the same birthday! Guess You Guys dont even Know or bother that Im blogging here --.-, Jus a Sincerity? yup
Went for combined service at kallang this morning, Hmm.. What to say? goal planning? well, it was great =) Had pastamania at parkway, there goes another $$.
Meiyan<-- Ive Seen what u written, Im ok la, thx for the concern and all. No wonder lack of sleep, lol.. The headaches totally gone liao. Hope You had fun today also i guess. I don't "talk" much out there and all cause sometimes cause im just Abit tired, I aint depressed la... Don't fret over your troubles, Always remember there are those who are there for you. Yap, I cant write for nuts, Thats when Microsoft Words Come in. -.- Anyway, You'd Be hearing from me soon shortly. For now, Pls take Care of yourself. For me, I dont see problems as problems when i got the solutions. You better Take Care of youself 1st.
Parents bringing me to heeren Sakae later, Yumz.. Wait.. My scl works not done yet.. uh oh. =p Totally bloated.. @%$@@#@&^
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Saturday, January 10, 2004
Still At home.. Steph. decided to go home and bath and all 1st since she jus finished work. Was painstakingly trying to do up tornado head.. hm, Looking good!! XD Feel like taking a photo of the hair. Its at its best today.. Haha... Feeling so shiok today, After 5 days I finally got my ample hours of sleep =)
Maybe Getting the short sleeve version of that London nights shirt.. Hmm, Hard to find a shirt that suits me, lol.
Headaches gone almost instantly! Really feeling much better. Downloaded a few RnB, Of all, only like 1 of them very much.
Anyway, Still have to remind myself theres school work to revise and practice.. ah man >.<
Well, Have to collect my assignment from kervin. Dunnoe if can get in time cause I have to complete my tutorial.. &@%#$%@^
Felt kinda dis. when i realised I could only enter next year's Yearly peformance concert. Its not confirmed if i could enter though... Dying to get in... really
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Can't really blog today.. Doctor said i was suffering from dunnoe wad ytd. after i fainted. An-tra-sis-phy-tis? dunnoe la.. cant even bothered to hear..lol The broadband wires were round my leg before i went out so the wire came out with it.. kinda fell onto the floor, was on a chair though, lol... lucky got spare wire.. anyway.. doc ask me stay At home and take MC. guess I was stubborn as always.. Went scl, Met the guys.. Tried to be as level headed as possible.. Felt like i could collapse any moment.. almost fainted again when was outside window shopping with the 2s. Fortunately we sat near this fountain area at far east..lol.. Basically I felt "high" the whole day. I really dont know what i was talking lo. Explains my weirder behaviors compared to weird days.
Tired... the heads killing me, I better search for panadol.. *smiles* Getting a decent shirt tmr. i hope. yar... dats all for today... z...
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Thursday, January 08, 2004
'So now I'll Try
To Leave it All behind,
Trying to believe tomorrow's a brighter day
Now I don't Know How
To keep it all inside
But I'll guess I'll let it slide, When you say tomorrows another perfect Day.
To think of it, I don't know why, i felt it being so real.
Now, i find it no Big deal
Still Believing tomorrows a Perfect Day'
Was walking wif da guys to the lecture hall where we get to choose our sports we want to get involove in. Had a briefing also. Familiar faces like Julian, zhiwei, Qiu yun, my school mates and all appeared. yar...
Anyway I chose Softball, Partly cause my class mates jio me join lo.. Other reason is because i never play b4.. heard its like beaseball, cept the balls different. wanted indoor hockey.. Then figured out my choice of softball was the best choice that moment lo... The Dance sport-- cha cha, tango! God! I thought it was street dance or something... All the gals join that.. 1 guy oso.. wah kao.. pity the guy... seriously... sad case =p
Think zhiwei went..soccer? im not sure.. Qiu yun tennis i think.. Syl ng netball? swae lo..
Went to oral communciation later.. er.. suprised to see yock teng, qiu yun and kah heng in my class.. Other people all dunnoe go where le... New grp of ppl as classmates.. yup...
Went out as the 4s again.. Walked like siao lo... Now Im dead tired... yar..
Hm.. Going to change abit of the blog... Music and picture i think.. Guess i'll do it another time.. now? Guess I'll start mugging again.....
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Wednesday, January 07, 2004
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Getting Embaressed when I want/need to look Like Mr. perfect
02 | Injuring, Hurting Someone
03 | Losing all I've got
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Keegay
02 | Joel
03 | Kenneth
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | My Pillow!
02 | Music
03 | People I cherish
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | Loneliness
02 | Waking up in a dusty and noisy room.
03 | Most Extreme swanners
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Why Cant I Care for myself before caring for others.
02 | How I can take swanning for years
03 | How come I cannot Use kazaa to dl music.
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | Stacks And Stacks Of Notes.
02 | Ladtop
03 | A small Gomu Gomu Polar bear.
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Blinking my Eyes cause its super Dry
02 | Messaging My Right Knee Which is injured
03 | Listening to Wkrz 91.3
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | Cut a Song album
02 | To Find Miss Right
03 | Eat In a Posh Seafood restaurant In France causing me to splurge $1000 on Cold Seafood Dishes!
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | Lame
02 | Be there for people Im concern whom needs me
03 | Write Songs?
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | Unique
02 | Egoistic
03 | Passive
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | Grow taller
02 | Grow Skinnier
03 | Crack Jokes in large social groups
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Boa!!!!!!
02 | Jewel!!!!
03 | Dido!!!!!!
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | Whatever la ah?
02 | orh…. Orh.. orh….
03 | Wah lao, I Never talk also tio..
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | Swordfish Sashimi!!!!
02 | Salmon Sashimi!!!
03 | Soft shell crab!!!!
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | Be a professional Song Artist
02 | Sing!
03 | Mix Alcoholic drinks!
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Tequilla Neat
02 | Tequilla Sprite
03 | Green tea
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Looney Tunes
02 | The Land Before Time 1,2
03 | Teenage mutant ninja turtles
RANDOM QUESTIONS...
01 | Why Are you So Different from us? Dunnoe lei..
02 | How can you take all those swannings? Dunnoe oso.. I end up being AP,
03 | Dunnoe Dunnoe dunnoe, Gou Dunnoe! Know Anything anot?? Dunnoe…
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[ x ] Wallet | Black Milano wallet with junks And Neoprints of ppl I cherish
[ x ] Hairbrush | hairbrush? What hairbrush?!? Wax And hairdryer Is All You Need!
[ x ] Toothbrush | Plain beige Toothbrush
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily | Silver Chain
[ x ] Pillow cover | Mickey Mouse!
[ x ] Blanket | White And Blue, Checkered
[ x ] Coffee cup | Coffee cup? Any cup will do la.
[ x ] sunglasses | Big O-biang Shades Which are bought from Thailand, Used to cover My eyes During gabriels birthday cause I Had very Big Eyebags
[ x ] Underwear | You sure You Wanna know meh..
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume | Boss In motion. I Never use it unless theres a very special occasion. Not many people know though
[ x ] CD in stereo right now | no stereo, just a cd player.. Le Miserables.
[ x ] Tattoos | Don’t intend and never will I get 1
[ x ] Piercings | Some Wise guy poke Me Ass With a pencil during pri. 4.. think his Called Siu hua…
[ x ] What you are wearing now | No shirt.. Don’t cry ppl
[ x ] In my mouth | Jagong.. eh… Boiled corn =p
[ x ] In my head | New Year Resolutions... Studies.. I dont wanna think no more.
[ x ] Wishing | I want to spend My Coming Christmas wif that special some1… Spend forever wif dat person…
[ x ] After this | Throw the Half eaten Jagong!
[ x ] Fetishes | Figures? Faces? Voice? Character.
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what?| All That Gets On My Nerves!!! Im cynical!! Mwahahhaa.. m… oops. =p
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now | Dunnoe...
[ x ] Is next to you | A chair With My brown Pants hanging over it
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies | Even If I list down, I guess no 1 bothers to see it
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to | Falling in love with Miss Right
[ x ] The last thing you ate | Jagong!!! =p
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of | Death Itself
[ x ] Do you like candles | Small Nice 1s I guess…
[ x ] Do you like incense | If it smells good
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood | You a Sicko Or something?
[ x ] Do you believe in love | Yup
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates | Friends or more?| To a certain extent
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight | yes
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks | Yes, but K.l Kao bei a lot about it. He and His Story about his Aunty or Granny from china… Gee
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies | Haibao!!! Er… I mean Haribo!!!!
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand | Why I speak With brains At times of need.
-.F I R S T.T H I N G S.F I R S T.-
[my name is]: Eugene Lin Ming He
[in the morning i am]: Sleeping
[all I need is]: Faith?
[love is]: Someone ur comfortable with, makes You happy, Makes ur Heart Pump faster, Makes You go “gaga”
[I'm afraid of]: Seeing People I cherish getting hurt
[I dream about]: Arms in Arms With that special someone.. Glancing upon the sunset, hugging each other hoping that this moment will never ever end…….
-.F A V O R I T E S.-
[COLOR]: Brown
[NUMBER]: 4
[SUBJECT:] English
[CLOTHING BRAND:] Fresh
[SHOE BRAND:] Pegasus
[SPORT TO PLAY:] Soccer, Suck at it. Pool, Suck at it too.
[DRINK:] Tequilla Sprite?
[ANIMAL:] Puppies!
[HOLIDAY:] Christmas
[FAVORITE LINE FROM A MOVIE:] Love Actually.-- It's my favorite time of day, driving you.
[in Portuguese] It is the saddest part of my day, leaving you.
[BAND:] hm… Carpenters?
-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-
[pictured your crush naked?]: er.. yes… damn
[been in love]: Yes… 8 years.. Well, it’s the past, gotta move on yah! =)
[cried when someone died]: Yes...
[lied]: If I say no, Im gonna get hell from every1 I know
-.W H O.-
[makes you laugh the most?]: Randel
[makes you smile]: Fond memories
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Same person la..
[has a crush on you?]: Crushes… er.. mention the names And Im gonna get gamed.
[easiest to talk to]: Kenneth
-D O.Y O U.E V E R.-
[sit on the Internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: Yup.. And still Doing it..
[save aol/aim conversations]: Oh wow, We can do that? Some1 teach me lei
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: Er.. When Super Bo liao, yah I guess.. interesting thought don’t u think?
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: Not cry, Just Loads And Loads Of Attitude-ing
-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-
[fallen for your best friend]: Nope
[been rejected]: Yup
[rejected someone]: Yup
[used someone]: No
[been cheated on]: Yes, countless times. Whats new?
[done something you regret]: A lot alotalot, End up saying sorry, But usually things don’t turn out the way you want yah?
-.W H O.W A S.T H E.L A S T.P E R S O N.-
[you talked to on the phone]: Dad
[hugged]: Li jun
[you instant messaged]: Cheryl
[you laughed with]: Ken
-.D O.Y O U / A R E.Y O U.-
[smoke cigarettes]: Never! Dammit they r so bad for ur health.
[obsessive]: Friendships? Relationships?
[could you live without the computer?]: Hm… Laptop? If not, cannot la!
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: MSN.. 60? Friendster… 60+?
[what's your favorite food?]: Sashimi!! Sashimi!!! Ask me again and you better Treat me one.
[fruit?]: king of fruits!! Durian!
[drink alcohol?]: Here and there la
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Often
[what hurts the most?]: Feeling heartbroken or dat depressing loneliness…
[trust others way too easily?]: No. bad thing there.. Getting On people nerves because of it
-.N U M B E R.-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ]: 3
[of continents I have lived in?]: 1
[of drugs taken illegally?]: Of course not!
[of tight friends?]: 10?
[of cd's that I own?]: Uncountable, A lot of them Are burned 1s. Somehow I always end up with a handful. Lost a lot la.
[of scars on my body ?]: Alot
[of things in my past that I regret?]: A lot.. But Some are Okay now, jus hafta move on..
-.P I C K.O N E.-
[MARRY PERFECT FRIEND OR PERFECT LOVER]: Still finding Miss Right, No Comments.
[CATS OR DOGS:] Dogs!
[1 PILLOW OR 2 :] 1
[W/ OR W/O ICE CUBES: ] Ice Cubes
[TOP OR BOTTOM :] Top
[WINTER/SPRING/SUMMER/FALL:] Winter
[NIGHT OR DAY:] Night
[GLOVES OR MITTENS:] Gloves
[DRESSED OR UNDRESSED:] Dressed
[BUNK OR WATER BED:] Waterbed
[MTV OR VH1: ] Mtv
[OCEAN OR POOL:] Pool
[SHOWERS OR BATHS:] Shower
[LOVE OR LUST:] Love
[SILVER OR GOLD:] Silver
[DIAMONDS OR PEARLS:] Diamonds
-.I F.Y O U.C O U L D.-
[Move anywhere:] Japan!!!
[Meet one famous person:] Dido!
[Live with one person the rest of your life:] Hmm…
[Name one thing you love:] Love itself
[Name one thing that embarrasses you:] Men’s gang!!!! But they are bunch of jokers la..
[Do you like school? :] See whose in School lo.
[Do you like to talk on the telephone?] Mostly No, I always get A sore throat. Unless its some1 im really really really close 2. Or Some1s Really down.
[Do you like to dance? ] Yes, But either in a club when im high or in my own bedroom when A good RnB is on.
[Do you sing in the shower?] Yes.
[Do you think cheerleading is a sport?]: you do sweat from it… Yes I guess
[What's on your ceiling?] Ceiling Light
[What's the hardest thing about growing up?] Adapting And adjusting to Anything… Everything
posted @ 9:22 AM
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Arg.. School was hell. Lucky Today mostly first classes.. So slightly more lax. Me And kervin Same class for 1 module! Lolx.. Somemore its d 1 i repeated, Song boh! Wai Yong oso in my class.. haha. Carmen suppose to be.. dunnoe why never come... Pon mebbe? Anyway as said.. ITS HELL!! my timetables a total screw up. 8-10lesson 10-11 break, 11-5 lesson... Really tiring.. came home slept from 7-9.. Now that im awake i Have no idea how am i gonne sleep later.... dammit.. I start scl from mon to sat. 8! How uncool is that! Xing never appeared in scl.. down wif gastric flu... take care la..
Maths looks tough in the 2nd semester.. And I got overload.. unlike all the other ppl i know.. So its gonna b A Total Armegeddon for the next 15 weeks in scl... Somebody SAVE me!~
Still cannot view ppls blog.. Damn blogger.. Bah..
posted @ 12:40 AM
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Monday, January 05, 2004
Back from a dogged day in school, Never had a chance to eat until now cause I had to see off the sick Xing off to the taxi. Xing, If ur reading this, Hope u'll b back and running in no time. Get well and Take Care.
School was good overall.. But because of my overload, I was put into a new class. Hence being able to concentrate, never talk at all ba.. During Maths lesson, Kervins class mate Recognised me And we started chatting lo. He said the last time we met were at Madmonk, The 1st time the 4s chiong together =) Well, overall Maths class seemed to be the best I guess.. First Class I had in NP where there is no foreign Guys/girls. Still, Makes not much a diff. Was only tokin to kervin's friend cause of our sitting areas? Overall, Its for sure Gonna Be a Very Quiet Semester for me.. yup...
Lastly, Had this Practical lesson similar to Xing's course. Really tied le, it was like 4? And I almost Dozed off.. But Manage to wakeup in the nick off time to Catchup and understand Whats going on.. Thank God.
posted @ 6:50 PM
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Sunday, January 04, 2004
This Afternoon, My Dad Came up to me with the worried look and started telling me how financially hard up we are.. Had A long talk with Him.. Well.. Dunnoe what to say also.. *deep in thoughts*
Ytd. Stephanie brought me to have my hair done at "Hair Revolution", Somewhere Near My house. The Head Stylist did my hair. 1st words out of his Mouth "Punky hair-do?", And I gave a worried look. And He started Cutting le. Er... Most troublesome Hair Do yet. Have to use Hairdryer And Wax. Then outer area of my head is styled Anti. Clockwise and the Inner area of my head is styled Clockwise. Giving it A tornado effect. Considering To highlight/dye, Do Panels On my Hair.
Stephanie said Its Soo Much better than my Anti Graivity, Though we never expect This Kinda Hair-do suits me.. B4 my hair was cut.. You Have no idea How worried i was.
Went to church after that and the comments were positive, Still its the dressing ba. Not my age lo.. Getting Levis This Fri. Finding Decent shirts for poly. Cannot afford decent shoes yet. Looks like I'll stick to All Star For now. Really Felt Ive Matured Alot this holiday.. I think Frequently.. Im actually starting to prioritise and accept responsibility! Something I will Never Do in the past.. Last But not least.. Acting my Age.
Im Growing up. *smile*
posted @ 3:25 PM
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Well.. Schools back, I manage to clear part of the room. Doing the rest tmr. I cannot view any1s Blog! Low down! So sorry people... Its damn stupid I try viewing peoples blog adn it direct me to blogger.com.. Any1 know why tell me k? yar.. Felt better today.. To those i chat wif on fri. thx alot.. I cant do it without all of u...
Going to start Mugging.. Wish me luck
posted @ 1:58 AM
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Saturday, January 03, 2004
What is life?
Life is like a big obstacle
Put in front of your optical to slow you down
And everytime you think you gotten past it
It’s gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground
What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they really your enemies, with secret indentities
And disguises, to hide they true colors
So just when you think you close enough to be brothers
They wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain’t lookin
What is money?
Money is what makes a man act funny
Money is the root of all evil
Money’ll make them same friends come back around
Swearing that they was always down
What is life?
I’m tired of life
I’m tired of backstabbing ass snakes with friendly grins
I’m tired of committing so many sins
Tired of always giving in when this bottle of henny wins
Tired of never having any ends
Tired of having skinny friends hooked on crack and mini-thins
I’m tired of this dj playing your shit when he spins
Tired of not having a deal
Tired of having to deal with the bullshit without grabbing the steel
Tired of drowning in my sorrow
posted @ 2:33 AM
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Hm... What to say... maybe after 18 years im still naive, ignorant.. Not everyones character is crystal clear... Now I found that out.. Out of everything, Most of it is skin deep... What a pathethic world this is. Just feeling disappointed, not sad or anything, Just like.. 2 words. Tsk tsk
Sigh
posted @ 1:45 AM
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Friday, January 02, 2004
Just came home from bugis. Lots Have Happened this holiday. I.. Don't want to think so much already. Just Want to clear My Room.. get ready To Mug.. Get ready For My "overload" in Poly. really.. Im mentally tired.. In a way.. Lol
posted @ 12:23 AM
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Thursday, January 01, 2004
*recap*
31st Jan
Well, metup with lijun's old timer friends earlier of the day, hm... we'd chat and joked.. Seems ok loh.. I realli dont have much to talk abbout it.. Cept' For Congratularing The newly Made Couple.. *smiles* Jun Rong And "Meowww mee" (dunnoe your real name, sorry) You all ah, cheeki sia.. Tease me until liddat.. yar lo.. Im ok la, and I will be minding my own buisness on 14 April... yapz..
Met up with the cg for dinner, every had to bring a dish of food so I brought the fried rice i MADE MYSELF! Everyone were Like Shocked and they were saying its tasty and all and was like"You Made this yourself?? serious??!?" *grinnnnn* a few said its a tad salty.. Dunnoe lazz.. made some sarcastic comments about ivan and his sandwiches.. lol. Oh yah! Jaquelines Mum Makes The BEST NEW YEAR HAM! Ham Never tasted so Good!!!
Admist all.. Someone was down.. more like put off with comments made by some people.. You know who you are girl, take Care k? Pointless stuffs like this not worth ur time to get angri lo..
Watched some stupid chinese show?? Damn farni and dramatic. Like All Chinese comedy, it was plain stupidity at work, haha.. Still, It deserve points for the laughter and entertainment it brought with it.
Really Rushed to Esplanarde, and later on outside embassy where I was warmly greeted by leng, kervin and keegay! Oh.. Syl. lim, gabriel m.. oh yah, zhiwei n his stead there lo. yupz. Nice fellows ^-^ Have to admit, thought I was gonna feel left out as we headed down to meet bobby n lala.. Things were soo much better than expected. In fact It was really fun can! I never thought to say it, But everyone were So "on", So heck whole laughter lo!
Walked all the way to Clarke Quay there.. The lane of pubs there? yup, There lo. We armed ourselves with cans of spray in search of lionel koh n Pssssssssss******** he became spider man, So much webs o_o; Was really broke. So we Never go to that club near Club X. the techno music was o--kay la.. But in the end never go in. Just outside drinking with kervin and keegay, talk cock lo.. Ironice it is, Syl., bobby they all bought the drinks, And kervin initiated our drinking session. Free drinks! lol... Ken came soon after that. high time LOH! lol....
Keegay and kervin left 1st. keegay went home being tired and all. Kervin was going or *round 2*. Others just walked and stopped at this place lo.. Then soon after that kenn. and I made aimless walking to Lau Pa Sat To Find Lengzzzz At the satay Area. Aimlessly walked to Tiong bahru And chat till 615.. Damn funni, we were going to take MRt and i remember ken going "yay, saved 20 dollars liao!" ahahhaha...
Forced Myself to bath and Slept at 6+. Slumped on my bed.. Zzz............
Drink of the day-- Sex on teh BEACH -- for horny and Lovable bustards like.. haha..
1 oz. Vodka
3/4 oz. each: Chambord & Peach Schnapps
Splashes of Pineapple, Orange and Cranberry juices
Shake with ice & serve in a Collins or decorative glass
**thx sis for the Recepie!
posted @ 2:56 PM
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