Wednesday, December 31, 2003
Man, This Is great! Covered up the blog advetistment, and at long last i can hear the midi. And the taggies on the right! Couldnt ask for anything more i guess. Thx for the advice about editing the borders pinky.
Oh yah, was thinking over the names here they are
Flaming Laboguini-- Dre' Remember wad u had 4 ur birthday? and dat temper of urs 2... aint it hot enough? So flaming lo. *smiles* Its one of the nice drinks around 2 you know!
Blue Flame-- I dunnoe bout' this 1. All I can say its A nice drink, Its cool to look at. Very Slick.. very nice. Cool name too! Thx for ur comments bout' the music! Took a long time to find them. really appreciate it!
Chivas Regal!!!-- Strong!!! Damn strong!!! okay.. Quite strong... *smiles*.. One of the best drinks around! gotta Luv it! I hope it stays that strong 4ever!
Vodka Sprite-- er..... -.-; dunnoe yet? haha..
Alabama slammer-- Chose this cause of the name, Always the one slamming me with lame comments, Likewise.. haha. Just seeing the way this drink is prepared is like damn hard can.. Ingredients and all. But once you get to taste the drink, you feel all is worth it.
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Tuesday, December 30, 2003
A Whole new Blog, cant get the tagboard to be on the right cause the borders are blocking it. So its all the way below, sorry people.
What Can I say... Its Been a real splendid Holiday. Within the course of A few months.. I'd chase love, lost love, run from love... I even Went Mad-crazy in clubs, yet teared in some... Saw people I tot i'll never see.. known people I'd never expect to know. Maybe I did not say it to your faces.. but those whom I'd share my thoughts with... I'd long regarede you as A brother.. A sister.. Ever since my "downturn".. I have changed.. More mature? Not sure.. But even as i meet people.. the way i talk.. the way i feel.. Its different..
I took a really long time to think out these names for you people so please, Check My links!! see what drink you are =)
Most of them Have a hidden meaning in them. See if you can figure them out. If not tag me and i'll tell you lo..
Poly is starting in days to come..
Going to have overload this coming semester. Well.. I will be studying and If time permits.. i'll focus spare time on my song composing. Never thought keeping my mind busy would be a good thing until now..
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Monday, December 29, 2003
With any luck by next year
I'll be going out with one of these girls.
But for now, let me say
Without hope or agenda
Just because it's Christmas
(And at Christmas you tell the truth)
To me, you are perfect
And my wasted heart will love you
Until you look like this
Merry Christmas
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Sunday, December 28, 2003
dear santa.. Just keep those who are close to me happy.. From... To ohana..
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Enough... Enough.. To those whose always there for me.. thank You For everything.. Dunnoe what im saying.. just.. thx
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Dear Santa, I always thought of having some to love. Now all i ask for is for people Whom I care 4 to be happy always.
You know who u are... Take Care
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Wednesday, December 24, 2003
All for... Lol. Life is Just Another Joke..Now All I ever want to do is to make things clear with you...
Je rêve pour Diner avec vous.
Pour vous donner mon aveu.
Mon monde éclaircit la pensée j'avais un hasard. Maintenant. La séance ici.
Im attend votre appel.
Vouloir vous passer ma sincérité. Mon Don de Noël. Mon Souhait de noël.
Eugene
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Tuesday, December 23, 2003
Gen: think the brand is Cardillan jeans? The shirt was on display, no price tag. Haha..
Pinky: Very tired ytd. heh..
Once again its hours to X-mas eve/ X-mas And Life Is Never the less shocking me everyday.. wiped the dust off my Tft And had 3wins AT and 1 win Solo. Was surfing friendster.. well, Got to say Rumours hurts The Living soul...
Ups And Downs of life... Sigh... Getting d bearbear later before prayer meeting.
Girls-- Mimes who expect guys to know everything even when they dont react to u.. o_0;
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Monday, December 22, 2003
Out Doing A proper Guys Shopping! Met up and went to many places robinson n centrepoint , taka, John Little and wisma.. Involved in "Da operation" were Darryl, ken, kl, xing, keegay n me. John Poped by later on.
The trip to Wisma Was a laugh. I was trying out 3 sizes of this Blue mixed white Checkered Shirt, The only 2 shirts which i saw proper for me the whole day. And when i was about to get it, I remembered i 4gotten to ask d price. $215 b4 discount, 164 AFTER discount. -.-; We vanished like Smoke.. Siam free 1.
Later on me xing n john got our stuffs at U2. Ken kl keegay at taka i think. All of us were getting d stuffs to wear for christmas. Major Pok Kai le and its still 3 days from X-mas. O my.. Somemore cant get $$ from my parents. $$^%#$* Slacked at paragon To Act Rich Later on. Oh yah, Went to heeren oso. Yupx. Wonderful day.. I think..
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Slack arnd in d morning and afternoon. Night time went to meet d guys up. Companied them, watched soccer cause aint much in the mood anyway. Somehow, When We were in Long John Silver, Stuffs lighten up and I Enjoyed it throughly. Never Laughed so whole-heartedly when it comes to chatting.. The service took a long time, Every1 eating there Were given Fish Fillet the size of french fries. -.-; Ji Xing Kept talking loud about it. Kl remarked time and again. Keegay never get his soup. Sadz..
Thinking what clothes to buy for myself... I mean formal wear wise. What colour? And wanting to get a long pants for causal/formal wear too.. Was thinking of jeans but 100 bux for 1 its way of my budget since my parents are away..
Dang
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Saturday, December 20, 2003
Just Thought of listing down some of my favortie quotes from the movies ive seen
Lotr 3
Favorite Quotes
Gimli(dwarf) "The only way now is death, We Have Little chances of sucess.... What are we waiting for?"
Legolas shoots down the mammoth. Gimli shouts , "That still Counts As 1!!"
Aragorn: I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me. A day may come when the courage of Men fail . . . when we forsake our friends, and break all bonds of fellowship, but it is not this day. This day, we fight!
Favorite phrases from love actually
It's my favorite time of day, driving you.
[in Portuguese] It is the saddest part of my day, leaving you.
Tell her that you love her. You've got nothing to lose, and you'll always regret it if you don't.
Enemy At The Gates:
Vodka is a luxury we have. Caviar is a luxury we have. Time is not.
I saw you. You were reading and you fell asleep. Oh, I didn't dare look at you, you were so beautiful. It was scary. Afterwards, I couldn't stop thinking about you. It made me smile. And then I thought of all the men who would get to hold you, who would make you laugh... how lucky they were. And now I'm the one lying next to you.
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Anyway it was raining after we watch lotr today, Some guy Banged my Knee 1st on the floor. Now its the size of a fishball. Walking seems to be of a difficulty for me.. Hope I can walk tmr....
My stomachs feeling totally sicked... A great day yet... Bahh... Physically Im Out.!
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Friday, December 19, 2003
Je veux vous embrasser ce noël, et vous tenir à jamais. Ne jamais vous permettre de va
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Frank-Sinatra - Youll Never Know
Darling, Im so blue without you
I think about you the live long day
When you ask me if Im lonely
Then I only have this to say
Youll never know just how much I miss you
Youll never know just how much I care
And if I tried, I still couldnt hide my love for you
You ought to know, for havent I told you so
A million or more times?
You went away and my heart went with you
I speak your name in my evry prayer
If there is some other way to prove that I love you
I swear I dont know how
Youll never know if you dont know now
Youll never know just how much I miss you
Youll never know just how much I care
You said good-bye, no stars in the sky refuse to shine
Take it from me, its no fun to be alone
With moonlight and memories
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Thursday, December 18, 2003
Duty and Loyalty: You serve your purpose and do
what you must do. People would consider you
someone to rely on, and one who keeps his/her
word when he/she gives it.
Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.
Find out your color at Quiz Me!
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Firstly...
The brightest future will always
be based on a forgotten past;
you can't go forward in life until
you let go of your past failures and heartaches
You ppl know who you are.. so..
Recap"
Met Ken and Foong at Douby Gaut Mrt Yesterday. Behold The treant In a Mambo Shirt. And theres Cutecuteboy in Nike WHITE shirt and jeans... mwahaha... Well, Cant say im any better i guess... 2 words "holloween Harvoc"
Readers--"wah kao" =p
Anyway, Kl was bz and we went hopping about Plaza Singapura playing Detectives. After awhile, We went to have dessert at The Food Court.
Later, Off to Zouk.. erm... Sos.. had to act Gml sia, lolx
Upon our arrival, I saw 1 of the most Dis' Kervin i ever seen. Wahh.. Sat outside Sos And Talk Cock with elf, leng and a few others, kinda farni. From Armani X-change and Mambo Discounts to Gen Doing magic tricks, which ended up in shambles.. haha.
Almost Got Banned when kl used my id. Kinda lucki, Tot my Id gone for good.
People should Know sos is jammed pack all the time, well like what elf said, Todays the night you get all the space you want! Can play Hide And Seek Somemore! lolx.. 1st thing in was 10 tequilla meet paid by me, i think me and ken got 3 each? 4? kervin got the rest i guess. Suprisingly sober -.-;
After clubbing awhile wif d usuals, Went one corner and had some tequilla Sprite.. Quite sian i guess, but not all the way. Drowning myself in alcohol, In my soul...
Anyway, alls well ends well i think.. "pok kai Liao" My throats abit sore.. erk..
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Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Out wif ken n' kl to queensway. The guys were getting d shoes while I went to hunt for A bag. After a crazy scouting journey at Lvl 1 n 2, Ended Up Getting this way cool bag. Kl, Wadever u said, It was total opposite to many ppl who saw d bag todae so... Mwahha...Glad I never get dutor bag. ^-^ O yah, 2 nifty Black Shirts, Im Loving it. Pretty much got d $$ worth.
Well, Followed ken to Bishan later. BZ reading naruto when Kens Cutting his hair.. m...
Bishan Changed alot! Was walking arnd n slacked, Pretty much a nice n quiet day *smiles*
Wsent for prayer meeting at Jurong East, Its cool cool.. Burnt a gigantic hole in my wallet today... Must B the $$!
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003
Heh heh, Another Factor for Insomnia people.
Congratulations! You're Sam!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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Monday, December 15, 2003
Today out with the family to catch A movie.. to me felt theres some accusations here n there.. Jokes..? Just Fuck it, Tomorrow will be a better day.
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Sunday, December 14, 2003
Did Up My Hair today, Messy And Nice. Something new? yapz...
Been Out for bible marathon after Siang left my House. Been kinda smashy, 5 ppl-.-; anyway, Say hong Drove us down to cineleisure And we had A tad break B4 we continue to "chiong sua" Suprisingly I completed the quota, heh heh. Loads of chapters though. Read D bible at cine, Lucky I had My Discman! Man, aint it noisy over there. So many ppl were working or At home today, Oh yah! Saw Cherrry And Vino!!! I was like shock to see them? Well, beside that things were normal..
Incidentally saw Lala And Johnathan.. hm...
Tagged along to heeren with daphne wenhui jas daniel delvina and ivan after Bible Reading. Saw this Big Black Cool mambo Bag, N its not sling, 2 hand carry. 87 dollars... And already slashed by 30%.. Hai.. Bml.. Been Very bored. Never talk loh.. lol
Mebbe I was just Tired, Slept 3 mighty hours!
Had.. what? dragon fruit for dinner? Not so hungry today.... I dunnoe..
Daily thoughts updated.
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Friday, December 12, 2003
Recap
Johns Birthday was a smash! We started out as a grp of *lup sup* walking towards John And Jayne, Johns knew we were gonna em at sentosa, smartass =p had pastamania, Felt damn karded sia, The cheese cannot b streeetch! Damn sian, had to compromise by adding spoons and spoons off Cheese! As we were heading down d escalator, jayne peformed her Chops When Liz' Covered her Eyes, Man!! ain't that scary. lolx... Well, They guys Blindfolded john n jayne And its Off to Sentosa! well, With john norm. exp and the binded head, Two words--- Demon hunter! Lolx.
John and jayne Was egg-ed and Flour-ed and john.. thonged... and poled.... Ow....
B4 serving the cake, Got drench totally by kervin... Damn... haha. It was fun overall! but eh... Chills down the spine thinking what my birthday comes.. Izzit Gonna be slavery Or Gonna be The Most Fun And memorable thing I Ever Have? Up to how the guys Are gonna plan It, i trust them. Looking forward to it i guess. After all, We are a family n all.. Well, Im Sure im not gettin the rap alone right, Fellow pieces?? heh heh...
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Thursday, December 11, 2003
Tried to Twist And turn And style My Hair b4 i went out. Seems that It aint workin manz, Its realli A.G! (anti gravity) Any hair that been put down Stays Up!! Woah! Anyway, Been out With J.teo And jiaye Today During the Afternoon, Pool And Bowling lo, And Sakae! Good Food, And man, Aint we stuffing ourselves like turkies! left damnn late.
Back Home, happy And tired.. heh heh
O yah, Daily thoughts Page updated.
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Wednesday, December 10, 2003
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Had the usual Soccer. Never play much, partly because of the rain and all. Went Down to town and slack after that. Dan to xing's house to slack Again! Well, watching the guuys playing winning11 Was definitely an entertainment. A grp of us all cram in xing's room. Soon after that had dinner, Dry wan ton mee.. m.....
Played tft, sucked so badly in it. Tsk tsk. Pretty much ended they day without much excitement.
Oh Yah, Happy Birthday JOHN!
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Tuesday, December 09, 2003
Hmm, one word *bored*, Met up wif cgl for lunch, B4 and after that? slackin at home i guess.. Wanted to go parkway But every Seem to have things on. Cant blame oso i guess, its like 2 in d afternooN? heh heh.. Well, Soccer with the family, Sooooo Looking forward to it! 2 days to Johns Birthday... *snigger*
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Sunday, December 07, 2003
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find /that I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today
I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong
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Never get much sleep ytd, Down With some serious cough..
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Saturday, December 06, 2003
1st time going cell group ever since... a year back? miss everthing and everyone. I miss everything! the sermons.. songs... But hafta admit im not dead tired. Hm, after cell group wrapped some presents. Because of d horrendous n long journey. Sister Wenhui, mc, Steph. And I went back in a cab. Was dead hungri too. Lucki my mum bought beef hor fun.. m....
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Friday, December 05, 2003
Just awoke from a deep slumber in Ken's House, 10.20... Hm... very early...
Recap**
3 Dec.
Jumped out of bed and to the computer to know of my result, 4A 2B 1F For my Result. Kinda Please with my result despite my disappointing "F" At least My Mugging for MMTB and Autocad Gave Me An A. *smiles* Chatting on the phone with Ren', Dont worry la bro, alls not so bad. =p
Metup with the Family in the evening For Dinner. Had Jap Food In Far East. Not many people ended up full, KAR-dedz alreadi. Got myself A HangTen Black Polo T when i realised I was not dress apopriately for the occassion.
HAving it to be Jayne's Birthday and all, We headed Down to china Black After Sending lil' daryl off. Jon And Xing Ended up using my IC.. Amazing how they got through. Security Must Have been Pretty Loose.
Upon entering Chinablack, I saw Jo-sai In a Tux. Haha, But he looks cool though. Learnt that he was sending his gf to prom so... heh heh..
Had the usual tequilla sprite/7up and shots of tequilla meet. Everyone ended up as packed turkeys On the Dance floor! cant move.. Gasp! Woah but the music... 2wice louder dan Madmonk? Around there. when the clock strike 1+ I was high, Dancing to the usual groove and clubbing. By 2-3, I was Really Really HIGH! Remembering John Was thugging me cause i was swaying from the group, but i didn't care! And then... heh heh.. At My peak, Recalling only to be dancing dancing and dancing with anyone.. Everyone. Now Being Sober And Pretty Much Awake.. Im still trying to figure out what actually happen on the dance floor besides being drunk in happiness.. yah In happiness not alcohol -.-
Oh yah, Eugene Lee, Issac, syl lim, Sean, larry were also there. Didnt really know How i Ended up talking to them on the Floor, Anyway, Who cares? =p I Remembered that The 1st timeer Jon Had his beat with the music. His kinda Clubbing material, no shit!! Very Fun Guy sia. First Time I'd saw Foong in Slick Black, His "groovy" Style And moves that night on the dance floor... wow. *grinz*. Well, Being high, i was fortunate to find the group thx to Foong's Height. Standing tall like a Dancing Flag Pole, you go man, You go! I was shouting My Lungs out during the whole party With Jon,Keegay and kailiang, heh heh.. Recalling shouting Faint By Linkin Park with.. Jon?? Kailiang? and Alvin. Not sure, I was high! XD Enjoyed every bit of it guys! Hope you all felt the same. The family's girls seem scattered abit here and there around the floor, all seemed to be going with the beat. On the Whole, EVERYONE WAS REALLY HAPPY!!!! After everything, Ken was taking care of me and a few other ppl. Thx Brother.
This got to be one of the best Nights I ever Had. =)
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Wednesday, December 03, 2003
Suppose to be out today.. Turn out i has a tat bad of fever in the morning.. Been home the whole day resting... Still feeling sleepy.. Hm... Ah.. results tmr oso *Headache* Tmrs. a better day =)
You are Psalms.
Which book of the Bible are you?
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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Monday, December 01, 2003
Today.. I went for some cell group chalet organise by my church. 1st thing in mind was just to slack and go home after that.. go for the sake of going? yar.. Had all the games n all but.. things turn out differently at night. Keeping in mind that there were no prayer involved, no sermon no nothing.. But Some incidents happened this night.. which gave me that desire to give myself another chance to commit to God. I have to admit I was An Extremist Last time, And I never balance out my life, Hence every1 thought i was "brain wash" from my cell grp. Not true.. I was too.. Ambitious? and very stupid.. I did things people never ask me do.. Some people thinks thata religion is some kinda suffering..a bane.. But Religion, to me, is something i believe in.. regardless what others say.. The only reason why i never go this year was because I was avoiding some problems.. And that every1 around me was telling me not to go, or looking down on me... I remember one day playing soccer, Foong was asking me if I still go Service and i said heck care.. Foong made some remark after that.. Alvin, I was wrong.. Im gonna balance my life out, Yet having God As My Priority, You all may think that Im having some "Spur of moment" and im gonna go brainwash and give all my cash to church. But I make a point to mature in my thinking.. I want to give myself a second chance.. But, To Think Before I do things. Still Gonna Club And play soccer with you all, But all i want to remem. God is with me... Always
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