Sunday, November 30, 2003
Never wanted any pain to start
Just get Up And laugh.
To deal with my life in a whole new way
My Heart Breaks Apart
Waiting for that very Day
That arrival, You, To come..
Confuse again..
Poems the only way..
posted @ 12:19 AM
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Saturday, November 29, 2003
-=awkward=-
Back from a friend's friend chalet... Things seems abit.. hm... Not realli sure am i unwelcomed, mebbe something wrong with me? I dont think i have an extra hand or something. m... Could b thinking too much. Anyway,I Was kinda softspoken to some people there.. Nervous? bored?? mebbe.. Had a game of pool, 1 pro there, haha.. not me, some other guy. Good lo, Spin ball to pocket 1. Went back pretty early, looks like there was a change of plans. Going family Gathering.. Ken kl n leng going zouk.. Doubt i could go, My parents are waiting to hang me le, 5th time nvr go gathering liaoxz... haha
Why Cant words amd emotions be like Railway tracks, *Straightforward*
posted @ 6:31 PM
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Soccer!!!!!!!!! I had a headshot today! whose head? Mine!!! well, was more pissed caus i was elbowed n more elbows!. My head Feels like The Big Ben In London Right now... Owww..... Soon after it rained and we stop playing... Such a short game. Keegay, ur late!!!! he had revision in scl so... excuse lo.
Went to parklane to pool, arcade and game. Wahh, Me n gab Took Alvin and Xing. Just My lucki stars i plot some REALLI TYCO Balls!!!! For once i really think its the aura.. hm....
Slack and ate koka mee in xing's house. M.... Jayne and Gen Were cooking for us so its like i had to say "password" b4 i can take my mee goreng =p
Winning 11 was a great entertainment, luff till u drop. N Lil' Al Baed did some nifty actions s usual... heh heh
Kl Sorta mess some things up for me? T_T AAAAnnnyway, Tmr going chalet *again*. Im soooo tiredz... The last experiance aint good. lolx. Oh yah, WHO IS LANAFEW!!! Its starting to bug me >.<
Hope tmr will b a bette day
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Thursday, November 27, 2003
No collar shirt to wear today except 1, its like... well d guys said its beng but im sure its just a joke. Went to watch Movie today with "the Family", Woah Talk about sound effect! Damn good show. Guys Can u say "Captain Cute Boy"? Some ppl find it abit sianz though, lol. Oh yah, Saw Joseph And Addy today, Man,addy workin at shirt shop! saw 1 white T hm....... I wanna get it. Looks nice lo.
Lil Darryl had ta go home Early, Dun so sad la boi. Soccer Tmr!! ^-^
Later dinner at Newton circus! My 1st time wor! Kay, i know i sua gu -.-; Anyway, Gen And dre' join us later on.
Had oyster omelette, prawn mee.. Didnt really enjoy the mee though. Wah Leng peel prawn with the mouth ah.. fast sia..
Hm, back home i guess, meetin up d guys tmr for mee again and soccer.. Hope i can play better than usual.
posted @ 10:30 PM
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Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Been hearing Nothing But Wkrz the whole day, Jus gotta b the best feeling..
-=Bored=-
posted @ 11:28 PM
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Jus awoke To start off... Very Bad cough...
No fever and all.. But asthmas mebbe coming back.. Starting to take hot water n stuffs...
Havent had breakfast yet, Jus surfing the net n saw this new testimonial given by 1 close friend, Though we dont go out much but that does not mean our friendship are anywhere near distant. Sigh.. Sometimes i feel *that* guilty... Have to make it up somehow.
posted @ 12:26 PM
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Hmm.... Did abit of piano-ing today, woah.. jus realise im pretty rusty. dang.. Learning Cannon in D and "the prayer".
Limp Bizkit new song "Behind the lines" kinda cool..m...
updating blog link. Jayne ur up ;p
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Monday, November 24, 2003
Hmmz, Kinda slackin the whole day and loving it, Did lotsa sleeping, Being a pig n all. Hmm, Nothin special for today...
Not yet =p
posted @ 8:55 PM
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Hm... Late night..
I lay upon the bed and sigh
Gazing at the starlets
looking deep into the sky
Bewildered By the wonders
Life Has Its Way Of making up
On What You think was loss..
Alone You may feel
Bitter it is...
Its Always the same
To Love, Or be Love.
posted @ 2:32 AM
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Well, Everythings smooth n going well now, Been back from the chalet. After d merlion incident, pretty much felt hungry when i went home. Had porrige, m......
Slept and wokeup. Had sashimi for dinner, Been a smooth and slackin day.. heh...
*piang* *piang* *piang* *piang* *piang* *piang* *piang* *piang*
posted @ 2:12 AM
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Friday, November 21, 2003
Broke some1s heart? Mebbe... Feeling terrible... Still Im Taking this Chance To go for the one I love.
Hurting so badly... Time is going by too slowly.....
Doubts in my mind... still Im taking this gamble... Im takeing this chance.
Cause I know Something's there.
Well, Off to the seaside... Lifes not confusing, My mind is.
posted @ 2:41 AM
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Today Im Injury prone during soccer.. bruises here and there.. abit of inner nail bleeding...
Msn-ing is kinda weird today for me... never mind
Day4... Still thinking of you... when? always.
Chalet tomorrow... Lucks to Kailiang.. You Need It. Seems that everyones bringing everything. Gues i can go there carrying my clothes thats all...
My Beat Quickens at the sound of Your name
I tremor and feel cold
Knowing you Aint here By My side
Sorrowful, Yet I cant do anything to heal this pain
Time is of the essance, Yet waiting for You like this... Feeling Bane
*piang* *piang* *piang* *piang*
posted @ 2:38 AM
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Thursday, November 20, 2003
*piang* *piang* *piang*
Sigh... soccer tomorrow and im not asleep...
When you coming back?It seems so long.......
In the void of Eternity Lies A weakened heart
Yearning for your love
Going Crazy By the seconds as temptaion tried to lure me away
Still, I awoken and found my errors..
Now, Im here.. waiting
posted @ 1:51 AM
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3 days... to me? its near eternity.
posted @ 1:44 AM
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Had A Talk With Xing and ken... You know what i mean.
Ill Be waiting for you, Ill stand My ground. Even if things may not turn the way i expected...
At least I known I tried My best.
My Loves gonna Be proven Through My actions...
Right Here Waiting
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you
posted @ 1:18 AM
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Wednesday, November 19, 2003
*piang* *piang* *piang*
Updated Daily Thoughts..
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Wokeup at 8+? what am i doing so early? Im not sure... Cannot sleep. Yesterday Night Was really cold and dusty.. Hope Thailand aint raining..
Kneeling down on Bended Knees
I Pray You'd Be Alright..
Things may go Sway-ey for us these Days
I hope Ill Be in Your Mind
Anticipating that Very Day,
Ill Never Leave Your Side.
Through Obstacles of time
And Current Stature
Are things really all right?
The way it is,
Feeling worried inside,
I know you'll be alright.
posted @ 9:07 AM
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An outburst of Sneezles and coughs.... Feeling rather ill right now... My nose feel like volcanoes.
posted @ 2:23 AM
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Slacking today, Never do much, Went to book family chalet and met at xing's house later to collect abit of cash..
2nd Day.. ah... never mind... *piang* *piang*
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Tuesday, November 18, 2003
-==*Missing her Already*==-
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with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
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As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
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You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.
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misdeed, the world knew evil."
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Was at Leng's Chalet in the morning before we headed to gabs dad restaurant for food.
Okay Im skipping most of the early part cause i wanna blog more about the night =p
The gAng Headed to changi to send Dr.G to Thailand! Well, I "so happened" saw *** *** At the Airport entrance and it was like "Badum-BadumBadumBadumBadumBadumBadum". Talked To her of course! Almost went popped... Well.. tried to keep a straight face but my face was so red, i look drunk! Well, She saw me too and she seem suprised? happy maybe? hope so (prays).. Anyway the gang found out 2 and was like teasing me loh..zzz....
Remembering i was looking at my watch and i realise the flight was about to go, Then I bought A box of choco. for her. b4 she went to departure.. Those jokers (some GUYS in the family) were singing leaving on a jetplane... YArrrrrr....
Leaving On A Jetplane
All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn'
the taxi 's waiting, he's blowing his horn,
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
chorus:
So kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
I'm leaving on a jetplane,
don't know when I'll be back again,
oh babe I'd hate to go
I'd hate to go...
There 're so many times I've let you down
so many times I've played around
but now you know that they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your weddingring
So kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
I'm leaving on a jetplane
don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
I hate to go...
Now the time has come to leave you
one more time, let me kiss you
close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
when I won't have to leave alone,
about the times when I don't have to say...:
repeat chorus
I'm leaving on a jetplane, I'm leaving on a jetplane,
I'm leaving on a jetplane, I', leaving on a jetplane.......
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Sunday, November 16, 2003
Not sure what to say.. The renpvatopn at my house is completed and I just came back home. Got Back my connection after 2 weeks. Don’t feel like gaming, don’t feel like eating.. Don’t feel like anything.. Just playing some music again and again and chatting. Some people told me it not healthy to keep everything inside but… Lolx.. Holiday is a time to enjoy totally and scling have to be kinda toiling… But.. Im looking forward to school. Keeps the mind occupied.
So what have I been doing the past few days? I went to kbox with josline they all.. Ken, dre n all pop up, things became tat interesting for me. Later on went to xing’s house, slack.
Went sos with ken leng keegay kerv., Great great night with all of them, we toured round fort canning hill, boat quay. K.K.K.F right? Lol.. Everyone of us on the whole actually enjoyed each other company rather than with other ppl.
Kenneth was hurrying me to go town b4 the party start, during that moment I was half Zzzing and watching Holland V. Kervin just had his jab so he was pretty pissed that day. Don’t blame him, I wouldn’t like going around having ppl banging my jab.
Leng kah us free1 went hiking and stuffs, deh her way up the hill somemore. Lol.
Lucky Keegay was there, Was crapping with him through the night, He danced like siao somemore, Go keegay! Go keegay!
Slept n kens house later on b4 going to xings house the following day.
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Sunday, November 09, 2003
Caus im staying in my kuz house so i have no internet connection what-so-ever
Not having my best moods, feeling low now, F all people who plays childish tricks. Hate misunderstandings..
*flashback*
8 Nov
Jus sitting there, feeling im to blame
Im not the one who caused it, i still feel the shame.
Unexpected events, things always goes against my way
I never do anything, pranks always.
Still, I want to say, Im sorry.
played like.. soccer? good game and all, 1 legit goal *weak smile* When it started to rain, We headed for some food.. Then its to town, Some "fren" was in the bus and was playing tricks with my phone.. A trick too much.. Got a letdown too.. by who? a Close friend.. well. Was So like dis? Whats wif life man, its the holidays and my ezams over yet social prob. shadows doubts all over me all in a bus trip. I really dont know anymore, guess only true friends stay.. i mean TRUE friends.. TRiple down? only 2 of them its getting me out.. Im trying to forget it, to shake it off, ...sigh..
9 Nov.
Never get much sleep.. 2 hrs?? Was feeling bad over the incident, and was thinking over "friends".. After going out awhile, went to xing's house. Holidays and all, Every1s having their own events, me? im not sure... either wasting it or.. i don't know.
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Tuesday, November 04, 2003
IM A PUMPKIN!! Wait... Is that my Head?
Hello, my happy friend. You have high spirits and
know how to have a good time. When your friends
go out, most likely they invite you almost all
the time. You most likely will enjoy your
Halloween. Good for you. Keep up the
experiment. You probably light people's dark
days with your smiles and laughter. Although
you're good, doesn't mean you're an angel. You
can tend to have a scary and/or other type of
side to you. As long as you have fun, do your
scares this Halloween. Have a safe and happy
one, Joyous Pumpkin.
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4th day in xings house? Just Been such a long time since i felt like blogging properly, k then
>*fLaShBaCk*
1st Nov3mber
Family gathering
After We Had Soccer at bishan court, bid farewell to the guys before I headed down to my kuz house, Some New year soup, Fried fish fillet m....curry? guess so, studied abit here and there.. watched abit of scary movie.. stupid show. lol
Decided to seek refuge in Xing's house cause my kitchen and toilets were gonna be torn down. This means theres gonna b lotsa noise n dust... damn upgradings, the worst thing is i have to use public toilet! how uncool is that! bah...
2nd
Xing's House
Lol... I had a great Time chatting with xing during the night, From wooden swords to katanas? Then to the usual crap n stuffs, Jokes n stuffs.. Laughed through the night...We had prata at fortune centre and as we ordered our food and a "if' took our order,what supposed to be a 2 egg onion prata with 2 teh tarek turn out to be 2 ginger teh tarek ._.'.. o well. What matters most we got what we wanted and gosh, the chicken curry that day was... *woot* xing said he never eaten such good chicken curry..lol Realised he had ezams the next day but his usual reaction? "heck care"
He Ace his paper as usual.. ass.. lolx
3rd
Wokeup in a blur at 11? met xing for prawn me again and he was going "no kick" for his paper.. wahhaaa...
Ken met us up after we came back and did the usual gaming till evening? and andre pop up with 2 curry puffs and game oso... Yah, everyone was slcking and stuffs... Msn and friendster turned out to be very entertaining amongst big group of friends, You have no idea how we laughed yesterday, m... swannings were everywhere, dre went madz, haha...
We watched "are you hot" with xings and his mum in their room, lol kept swearing at this male judge who we called "bi" and "horny" caused he gave high ratings to all the contestants. M... yah Gabriel and yingying came after that, started studying n slept at 330, for short moment felt moody..dilemma? yar...felt damn down, slept at 330..z...
4th
I had my e'zam and i was sooooo tired.. wokeup 7?? felt unwell, but a bowl of fried rice in the school canteen with hot coffe really hit the spot, Came back to his house and played wintermaul. Mage and crystal combo rox ;p Perfect k!
Going to my Uncle's house to stay? no internet connection there... *Arhhhhhhhhh. Im still thinking if i should go there... Internet is my life, cant do without it..
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Saturday, November 01, 2003
30 oct
Out in the morning to meet kenji cai gabriel yinyin for prawn mee b4 we headed to xing house to study. Left in the evening to meet joel josline nic and joyce for kbox after that, though it was not planned but..m.... Yah Sang songs n stuffs, wasnt feelin the best of moods.. came home at 4.
Today
Ezam, never study much but passin is no problem.. Out with ken dre they all... m...
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