Sunday, January 23, 2005
Ive Moved! Msg Me For My new Site!! Cya There -grins-
posted @ 5:41 PM
+ + + Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Guess what? Took my Heart n soul to type for half and hour And The whole thing like went offline. This is so not my day. Outta here, Would Be back soon..
posted @ 10:40 PM
+ + + Saturday, January 15, 2005
-Dont Ask Me What to do, Or What Or Why. I Know Of no Reason. And Im Just walking My way Of life. For if there's anything else. I dont wanna know.-
Studying, Sleeping and dota. Well, Yea, the Usual routine. Pretty Stale, So never did blogged about it. School Had been rather draining So Spending more time sleeping, Hence, Lesser time to do anything else. Call It A Good thing -smiles- Projects and tests Are all Coming. Hoping to rest well b4 the last lap =|
Went to one of my Cellgroup Member's House Together With Joel For Steamboat And gaming all the way at Sengkang! During our Long long journey, Constantly Laughing and chatting bought the days Out field, And whats to come, And the diff ppl n stuffs. As there's No C.g This Week. Took a breather and every1 Basically Just relax, gamed, U know, the stuffs.
-recap-(Tuesday)
After Scl, Went all the way down to Sin Ming Court for soccer with the guys. Well... I Don't know man.. I Don't know. Things were different than day aside from my belated Stomach upset. And I know My Stomach was the least of my problems then. Happily Headed a ball resulted to A pair of Distorted frame.(Just Got it fixed) Every1 were into the game, Been quite awhile since every1 enjoyed soccer so much.. yea.. Why Do I Feel So Bitter Inside me? Like so Empty And leftout, As though Im There for the sake of being there? Alas, More questions, More fustrations. Finally I realised, Just Dont bother about it And pray that the night will fade away.
I Dont really know what going on these days. One thing i do know. The Lesser fustrations and problems, the better. If Ignorance Or Avoidance Is Bliss, With Whatever Things are progressing, So Be it. All I wanna do now Is Just Walk My life through, Nothing more. Im So tired. I need a Getaway, I need A retreat from life.
posted @ 1:03 AM
+ + + Sunday, January 09, 2005
As The New Year Stepped In. New Resolutions, New Decisions, And Ultimately, For A New Change. For reflection tells me Foolishness is My Middle Name, And Maturity Comes through Actions, Not Empty Promises.
Been Out with Ken, Kervin N co. After My Last night life cause I felt Its Only Right I should Hang With The Guys Before I Make Myself Clear Im Stopping Clubbing. Soon after that, Well, Hopefully My Following Bad Habits Too.
Hehe.. I Remember the times Where Many Of My Bros Around me would Just Grin and say "HEY! GOING WHERE TO CHIONG! NVR PARTY AH?"
Not that Its Getting boring, Or Tht Im Dry Of my Kakis, Im Never Tired Of them! You Guys Are the best!!! But I Really Feel Its Time To Stop. The Days Of Drinking, Occassional Puking, And Great Dance Moves... I'll Never Forget them. I couldnt even start Where we Started to have fun! From being A Newbie, Partying at Madmonks During Andre's Birthday, Out With Eric And Gang, the 3 K's Party. Being With My Bros Prancing About Chinablack Singing Our Ol' Secondary School Songs To Sitting Down Just With Kenneth At Chinablack, Each With A Cup Of Lychee Martini, Sipping Away, talking About Girls, Life And More of Life.
Helping out Volunteery work Shed Some Light to my life. Im Always A Guy Hoping to get some Achievements Partly because of the attention? Maybe.... That will change. For Achievements Itself Brings Satisfaction To The Inner Soul. I Learnt Tht Many a things We do, Its For our own good. Its For Our life here.
Literally, I realise Now Many a times in My Life, Some Stuffs Revolve around 4 simple words "All talk, No action" And For The Arrival of the new year, Aye, that'll change. Nothing Much to say now, Guess Till Next time.
Still Thinking of you. 24-7. Always....
posted @ 3:21 AM
+ + + Saturday, January 08, 2005
At home today While Ken,kl and the others are all out Partying In Zouk As OJ Called them out since he is back from Camp/ns. Me? Doing Some proposals n schedules for Some Charity Stuffs Concerning the tsunami. Well, Ive pretty Much Quitted Unless "maybe" If Its Special Occassions. One Of My New Year Resolutions.
Because of The Donation n Volunteery stuffs. Can Safely Say im Broke for now.. Whats Wrong Putting In cash For the Needy Instead of spendin it on Booz N party tix? There Are People Out there Having Problems, Struggling to stay ALIVE, eating God Knows what. And They Dont get Water the way we are gettin now.
Sorry Guys, Maybe I Dont think Like you, Maybe Im different. Call Me Antisocial, Condemn me being Selfish. Consider me as a freak, Whatever it is yea? My Nature is the way it is. And I Share the same concern, though not enough care as much as Those Samaritans Out there. Im Doing What i feel is Right.
Im Sorry.
Of Which the Choices I Made Today,
Unexpected Of Its Outcome.
I Took The Risk, Trying to do good. The Cold Never Cease.
For Jesus Took The Sins Upon Our Cross,
Despite Of the Mockery, The Rumours, The Pain.
Something Of Which I'll Never know.
But To Feel Lost, Being Brisk Away. Its Not Unknown.
For At Times Of Which Were a Sheer Heart To Heart Talk
Mostly Which You Guys Did Go Aboard.
Ignorance is Bliss As they Claim.
You've Caught Me Clammy, Cold, unknown.
For Which You'll Always, Will Always Be My Brothers For Life.
By Sight Through Actions? Can't See Much, Blind.
just so...
Unjust.
-t.s
posted @ 1:44 AM
+ + + Thursday, January 06, 2005
Somewhat Life Is Like An Incomplete Song, Words Without Melody. That In Time It Gets Dry And Boring, And Soon, One Don't Even bothers About Writing it anymore.
Everyone seems so, I dunno "External"? That you Feel The world is one Group, And Me in My Own World, Lolx.
Anyway, Lets Talk About The Tsunami. About the Lifes Taken Away, Or Even Worst, Those left stranded Without a Proper home To Live in. No Money, No Food, No Love, No life, Yet Just Living. Passing day by day Amongst The Rotting Corpse, Only Happiness Is... And now, Their Just "there"
Read about The Rice Merchant From Singapore Who Donated 400 Sacks Of Rice Equivalent to 10 Tonnes of rice if Im not wrong? Able To Feed 120 people Fully, Or a Meal For 50,000 hungry ppl..
About Countless Charities depending Upon Donations For Survival, Whom are able to fork out Thousands of dollars for the Disaster-Struck Victims.
Wrote 2 Songs(Without Much Music as usual) For these ppl, Have No Idea Was Tht a waste of time. But I just Felt Like Doing Somethin Sincere, Maybe Just To Ease My Soul, But Definitely, Something Dedicated to them.. So what am I Going to do with it? No idea. Guess Ill Just keep it. Heh.
God Knows How Is it Like To Struggle For Survival, Hoping nothing but to keep Alive, barely Eating or Drinkin Anything. All hoping For Kind Hearted Souls To help them. And Here, Everyone lead the same type of lives, Working For Money. Hoping to get a better car, A better Computer... Or Something Like That. You get the drift.
Kinda Broke Especially for the past 2 weeks. Just Giving Giving Giving, For The Real "Need" for Money isnt Much compared to the less fortunate. And time? Well, Cant Be Half As Bad As What Those people are going through. Every Minute Every second Helpin them Was Worth it. All of A Sudden, Guilt Entered Me Like A Sting From A Wasp, Pinching My Soul, Wondering Why Did I Wasted Money Like Water in The past. Or So Have My Spirit Detioriated to Such An Extent. Yet, I never Did Cared What Ive Become Even till now. For Its All About "You" And for those Whom are in need.
posted @ 1:01 AM
+ + + Wednesday, January 05, 2005
EAT was kinda Dragg today, Didnt Had that Enthusiasm To do Finish The PLC Connection, Using the computer n stuff. Though We have an o-k lecturer. He dun seem to be bothered abt our lab reports. Guess tht's poly For you..
Computer programming Wasn't Tiring today since We Did nothing But revisions. Could Do it on the spot. But try Taking tht book away from me And Im Handicapped. All I do is Copy, Paste, Modify. Wala, A Successful program is up.
As I was heading Home, I had a Stop at Singapore Post's McDonald's For Fries And a Apple Pie.
Yum~~
Well, Untucked Uniform, Baggy Pants, Loud Mouths Filled With Vulgarities in public. I was thinkin "Bah... Ruffians"
Realised that was once a phase of my life too, So Cant Really complain bout it' As the goin goes "Those Were the days.. Those Were the Days..."
As the night settles, I Sat On top Of My Bedpost, Looking out 7-stories Away from the ground. Glancing At The Starless Night and The Noisy Road. 98.7 and Class 95 Just Played Music On And On.....
posted @ 10:57 PM
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